Amongst the craziness that is my life....
yesterday I had a small moment of savory bliss. Not usually when I'm talking about blissful moments it's about my darling son, Malakai. And I do love him so much. He is the only man in my life that does make me completely happy to have around 24/7. I wouldn't want it any other way. But....as I was saying.
I decided it's time to start taking walks again with Kai. Him in the stroller enjoying the view and just relaxing, watching birds....me watching the walkway for cracks and random upheaved ends of cementted sidewalk I'd rather not run into and trying to keep my heart rate up...well, anyways...
Almost back out of Summerwood, having gone down through Colonial oaks and wound our way back, and I look up at the most delicious site I've ever seen. Pure Adonis running, glistening, and flashing a wickedly nice smile as he passes by. I might add he was wearing nothing but shorts sneakers and sunglasses.Oh, and listening to music as well I believe but....gah....
T shaped torso, you know broad shoulders, tappered waist, muscles everywhere.....just....goodness. And tall, nice hair, dark brown I believe.
I know I'm a mom first, but looking at him, whoever that tall drink of water was, I can't help but feel my stomach tighten and breath catch. Yes, he was that good looking. And it takes a lot for me to actually stop and turn my head around to take another glance from behind. I won't do that for just any guy. But man did he have the right combination to my senses. Seriously, just....if I was butter I'd have melted. If I was toast, I'd be burning. If I was a cat, I'd be purring. But since I'm me....I just slipped a shit eating grin on and nodded my head in acknolegdement to his nod......and kept smiling....and did a double take...cause let me tell you...the behind....was just as delectable as the front. lol.
Gosh I'm dumb. But man....it was soo good. I tried to catch him in my sight today...but in my eagerness, overshot were I saw him yesterday by 15 mintues....even though I left late. lol, AND I tried to wait a bit by taking 2 water breaks with Kai...not one, but two, lol. Oh well. He made my week. The only thing that could have been better....was seeing his eyes. Anything but brown eyes, and I would have been satisfied. Preferably green, cause well, blue eyes remind me of you know who...and I'm not talking about Voldemort. Sheesh. But yea...in my mind, cause I probably won't see him again, he has some intense green eyes.....and a deep voice that rakes across my ears like a primitive growl. Yup. Just like that. Ok.....officially have a daydream partner now. lol. Gosh I suck at life. This poor guy has no idea I'm abusing his image, and possibly his reputation. He could be married for all I know. He ran by too quickly for me to check, but in my mind, he is completely single...so that makes it ok....right? right?! lol gah....well, sweet dreams.
I decided it's time to start taking walks again with Kai. Him in the stroller enjoying the view and just relaxing, watching birds....me watching the walkway for cracks and random upheaved ends of cementted sidewalk I'd rather not run into and trying to keep my heart rate up...well, anyways...
Almost back out of Summerwood, having gone down through Colonial oaks and wound our way back, and I look up at the most delicious site I've ever seen. Pure Adonis running, glistening, and flashing a wickedly nice smile as he passes by. I might add he was wearing nothing but shorts sneakers and sunglasses.Oh, and listening to music as well I believe but....gah....
T shaped torso, you know broad shoulders, tappered waist, muscles everywhere.....just....goodness. And tall, nice hair, dark brown I believe.
I know I'm a mom first, but looking at him, whoever that tall drink of water was, I can't help but feel my stomach tighten and breath catch. Yes, he was that good looking. And it takes a lot for me to actually stop and turn my head around to take another glance from behind. I won't do that for just any guy. But man did he have the right combination to my senses. Seriously, just....if I was butter I'd have melted. If I was toast, I'd be burning. If I was a cat, I'd be purring. But since I'm me....I just slipped a shit eating grin on and nodded my head in acknolegdement to his nod......and kept smiling....and did a double take...cause let me tell you...the behind....was just as delectable as the front. lol.
Gosh I'm dumb. But man....it was soo good. I tried to catch him in my sight today...but in my eagerness, overshot were I saw him yesterday by 15 mintues....even though I left late. lol, AND I tried to wait a bit by taking 2 water breaks with Kai...not one, but two, lol. Oh well. He made my week. The only thing that could have been better....was seeing his eyes. Anything but brown eyes, and I would have been satisfied. Preferably green, cause well, blue eyes remind me of you know who...and I'm not talking about Voldemort. Sheesh. But yea...in my mind, cause I probably won't see him again, he has some intense green eyes.....and a deep voice that rakes across my ears like a primitive growl. Yup. Just like that. Ok.....officially have a daydream partner now. lol. Gosh I suck at life. This poor guy has no idea I'm abusing his image, and possibly his reputation. He could be married for all I know. He ran by too quickly for me to check, but in my mind, he is completely single...so that makes it ok....right? right?! lol gah....well, sweet dreams.