i've been walking down, the back streets of my mind ( Read more... )

Don't say it's the last time you'll ever need this ( Read more... )

being in fort bragg when im not doing odd jobs or eating too much or drinking too much, or trying to sleep off a hang over, i am on this computer a lot, and the other day i came across this: the speech thing that i said at my dad's funeral. i read it once and it made me start to cry, so i don't think i will ever read it again, but i hope it makes ( Read more... )

twelve o'clock call ( Read more... )

==========Feeling your way now,............................................................................................................. ============at times you close your eyes ( Read more... )

i feel like you wouldn't like me if the circumstances of our aquaintinceship had of been different. For example say we had of met in a coffee shop or at a bar, or waiting in line at the store, or on a bus or something like that. If we had of met in that type of situation i find it hard to believe that you would like me or that we would have ever ( Read more... )

lately i have continued to feel very discontent with/unsure of myself ( Read more... )

i have a new cell phone number, therefor i dont really have anyones number anymore. if you wanna get my new number just send me an e-mail at benji.leyva@gmail.com

the corner store is out of your brand of cigarettes the rain has stopped and left the dark grey sidewalks wet twice burned you磖e saying things that you would like to forget it磗 been a while since you lost your confidence a nervous smile an empty place you watch the floor i hesitate how long does it take to know it磗 not just circumstance how long ( Read more... )

"i am going to be the greatest artist that ever lived, but i am never going to create a single piece of artwork"

"and just how on earth do you plan on doing that"

"i am going to use my body as a paintbrush, and the world as my canvas"