Так получается, что очередной год почти потратился.

Он был как весы. Постоянный вопрос в голове: а правильно ли это было? Что я делаю и зачем?

Я совершил самый глупый поступок в своей жизни, наверное. По кой-то черт вернулся из Москвы во Владимир. Living in between.

Мне было хорошо здесь первые два месяца.

И вот целый год пролетел. Чем я ( Read more... )

Сегодня виделись с Г***, второй раз за неделю, потому что в прошлый раз не успели обсудить баб.

Это почти шутка.

Мы шли по Девической к Ильича и думали, почему, раз мы живем в провинциальном городе, наша индивидуальность стирается. Типа «the sparkle was in his eyes but his life was in his head». Центр всегда волшебный и эти маленькие улицы с ( Read more... )

16 октября моя жизнь изменилась в худшую сторону. Мне вырезали восьмой зуб, была жуткая боль, но дальше события пошли по неприятному сценарию. Сначала у меня начались какие-то траблы с желудком [кеторол + литр закваски + антибиотик], потом загноился шов в рту, потом поднялась температура, теперь меня почти каждый день знобит из-за воспаления в зубе ( Read more... )

Yo creo que the most funny scene de dia es opening de monument of Great Prince Vladimir “Red Sun”. I don’t know called him so but the only time I saw red sun was verano of  2010 cuando forest had been burning to the ground in nuestro lands. So I guess kaiser Vladimir just burned the forest and that’s why he’d got that name. Actually I don’t give a ( Read more... )

We live in troubled times. I feel this town like enemy town. I feel danger in any place of it.
Everything goes down. In all the spheres besides military.
It’s very cold October now. Nothing to love.
New Green Day’s album “Revolution radio” has been issued.
This autumn passed too fast. I remember just few warm days of Indian summer.
One of ( Read more... )

The snow has fallen today. I’m indifferent. All my thoughts are about one enigmatic girl that I like. She’s an extraordinary and she has very funny and nice manner of chatting. She’s deep and beautiful of course. Can’t wait to meet her.
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The world is full of criminal with protection of the law. We don’t know what to wait: liberalization or GULAG ( Read more... )

We all live in habitual ordinary world and sometimes forget about our dreams from long ago. We’re forgetting that we had some thoughts to break through this daily routine. “Me gusta sonar sobre escapar”. I hate policy and all this fucking Russian daily cares about something that we can’t change. War, corruption, dangerous life, el oscurantismo.
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I think I was lucky guy whole my life. In all the emergency cases. “Everybody hates some emergency case, aha!”. Always when some shit was happening I got best conditions for this to happen. I know exactly that two things could dramatically change my life this year. In both cases everything finished too well. No, I won’t tell you what It was. Just ( Read more... )

23.09.2016
It’s too cold in this September. Drizzling rain, grey wet town in which you feel good only if you sit in the office with electrical heater and try to create some text. I wear a winter cap, two sweaters under the raincoat, still summer season trousers and Nike air maxes which I had bought in Erlangen year ago.
Beautiful girls have been ( Read more... )

This alley again. Leaves are growing yellow, blue sky overhead, warmth and joy cause I have strength but at the same time some vacuum as usually.
As it's sang by Grebenschikov - "there're no fortuities". Don't remember the name of that song. Is he right or wrong - whatever. I believe in his creation until it's still playing. Afterwards...
Not about ( Read more... )