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The Land of Harmonic Fire
You are a passionate warrior of the Land of
Harmonic Fire. You represent a calm fire rather
than a raging blaze. You are not hot-tempered.
But you do have a streak of irrational passion.
When you are angry you choose to fight with
your hands. It gives you more satisfaction.
Your fire represents the new birth of life,
hence your symbol and friend the phoenix.
What is the mystical land of your birth? {13 results with gorgeous anime pics}
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i'm still not better. i doubt i ever will be. i'm not sure how to say anything about it. tomorrow's just another day to me, despite all the "hype" about it. it's food people. you get together with family that you generally tend to hate (at least most of the people i know do), eat, deal with their bullshit and then you go home, tired as fuck due to tryptophan. how special. it's just another day. i don't even really want to go tomorrow. i'd rather stay home and sleep or something. i'm just down, broken, shattered. almost a shell of who i used to be. i hate winter. i really fucking hate winter. 8 more months until i'm done with school. 6 more months until i'd be able to get a transfer in RGIS. maybe i can get a dept transfer that would take me somewhere warm... because my knee isn't going to like me for another michigan winter. shit two weeks ago it was already starting to twinge. i hate winter.
all i want is to finally find my spot. is that so hard? honestly. every time i think i've taken a step forward, i look back, and i'm just closer to where i started. maybe i should stop looking back, but how does one judge progress without looking back? rar. i'm starting to drown in my own world and i don't know if i can keep my head afloat. it's becoming harder and harder to seem even remotely interested in anything going on around me, even the lives of my roommates. yeah, erin, julee and i went to disturbed, and i had a blast, the almost-concussions weren't fun, but i enjoy hanging out in environments like that. i think i thrive on the chaos. or something close thereto. maybe i'm just trying to justify my odd little mental issues right now by saying shit like that. how the fuck should i know anymore.