Sep 24, 2006 16:05
Basically, Brandin is a controlling, obsessive, stalker. And Steven is a whiney bitch.
I feel really bad about the things I've said to Steven. I hate that they're true. I don't take them back, but... I hate that I had to say them. I do care about him, even still. I hope he has a good life. I hope you straightens himself out and finds a really good girl who cares about him.
As for Brandin. I'm sick of his bull. He's insane. I'm going to get his ass for harassment if he doesn't leave me alone. It's disgusting how obsessive he is. He can say it's not obsessive... but commenting on someone's lj over and over... and then calling them repeatedly... and sending email after email to their signifcant other , hacking into someone's computer and finding and reading private conversations between other people, is stalking. In anyone's definition, except his of course.
Anyway, I'm no longer letting what he says bother me. I love Matt. He loves me. He isn't worried about the mistakes I've made. He loves me. He's giving me a change. I love that about him. How forgiving he is... how supportive... how cute. He is dorky, but no dorkier than I am. I love it. =) I love him. He's great. He is attractive. Brandin would say a supermodel was ugly to make himself feel better. (By the way "dear", guys look at me all the time. =) So tons of girls and fags looking at you is no accomplishment. If I were to see you walking down the street, I wouldn't have looked twice at you. On the other hand. I have people stare at me all the time.)
I'm done with both of you. I'm happy now. You can't take it away. I love to rub that fact in your faces... hahaha... There is ABSOLUTELY NOTHING you could ever do to hurt me. We are together. We are happy. Move on. You both talk about how much you hate me. So move on. Get ove it. Stop talking to me. (Except you Steven, I'd actually like to discuss how I cheated on you before you stop talking to me.)
I love you Matthew. You make everything beautiful. <3 Haha... like my myspace says, "you're the color of my life..."