Ahh what a weekend I guess. I spent the weekend in chicago..... where 2 packs of cigs cost 18 dollars..... no lie. ANd every night is 9 dollar beer night. Needless to say I didnt do much. I'm not made of money. Brett and I's friend Ian has done sound with the the foo fighters and has worked with dave ever since Nirvana, so we got to go to the show ( Read more... )

Well, I received a letter in the mail today stating that Cat and I's divorce is final. I actually just gave her a ride home from Indy sunday. Everythings good between us. I don't want us to never see each other again on bad terms since she is moving and everything. Shes going half the distance I wish I was going. I want to go really far. It is ( Read more... )

Woooooooooooo! What a day! heeheeeeeeeee

My other Journal is broken so I guess I am back to this one. It is almost 4 30 am and I am about to go to work for overtime. They decided to start us early so we can get out early. I am going to Chicago this Sunday though so that is a plus. I am going to the sounds of the underground tour! Gwar! In Flames! The Black Dahlia Murder! The list is ( Read more... )

So I made a new livejournal account to express how I really feel. Because I don't want certain groups of people in on my problems. Lately I just feel like if I bottle anymore thoughts inside my head without sharring with someone I am going to explode. I really don't like talking to people about my problems in real life because it to me is ( Read more... )

So I guess my Grandmother in South Carolina isnt doing so well. She had another stroke and I don't know if I am ever going to get the chance to see her again so I'm headed down to South Carolina tomorrow morning. Also my job wouldn't give me the vacation day for it so I quit. I start my new job on Tuesday. It's in Indy but it's kind of a step for ( Read more... )

my behavior this week is off the hook. I feel a hibernation period comming soon. Actually I bet that starts when I move to Indy. I need to stay out of the scene for a while and I always tell myself I am going to and I never do. I am starting to feel that maybe a girlfriend would be a good thing for me. Something to keep me in control. Maybe not ( Read more... )

I hate it when you go to a bar sober and people start touching you. Really I can't stand that.... I am weird like that. I left..... couldn't take it. Kind of feels like you have poison Ivy in your brain.... I know great analogy. I'm fucking stupid. I'm over it

I really care about nothing. Well..... actually a few things....... I am really hungry and want food real bad. I should just die that would be awesome. I drank too much tonight. I love Satan. I hope I die soon. Tada

I am on my period today. I am sicker than shit and am just feeling straight out miserable. I am about to loose my job because I just don't really think life is real or actually care. I mean I do but I just can't seem to make myself give a shit if that makes any sence. I kind of feel I am testing the bounds of reality. I have 2 and a half points ( Read more... )