FUCKK ERRR No
I am on my period today. I am sicker than shit and am just feeling straight out miserable. I am about to loose my job because I just don't really think life is real or actually care. I mean I do but I just can't seem to make myself give a shit if that makes any sence. I kind of feel I am testing the bounds of reality. I have 2 and a half points left before I get fired from my job. I am on my second step and if I get 3 I am fired. I left today though because I have a nasty ass cold plus I got a nose bleed from sniffing too much. I just wish my old job would get in contact with me. But then again I don't. I am just ready to move and I am waiting on Cortne to get all of her shit sorted out. I got a check for 1400 dollars and I just want to get a cheap car and live in it. That way I won't have to work at some stupid ass fucking lame factory and be a robot. I am definetly moving in July though. I've got a place lined up already and everything. Can't wait. I guess it is just I lack any form of motivation. I don't actually want to do a goddamn thing. Well I guess rather than that I want a job I am semi proud of. I fucking hate being a slave. I have tolerated it for years and I really just don't see the point in living the rest of my life hating what I do. Someone give me a tampon.....