Fall away from me
Sometimes I feel like my best friend is drifting off. I never get to spend time with her anyway cos of work and whatnot, and even when I do get together with her i feel like the time that we have isn't as much fun as when she spends with her other friends. She always has something great to say about her other friends and it sometimes feels like that theres nothing said about me... I mean sure, spring break I had a bit there but then it was gone in a day but then our other times theres nothing. I know and understand that she has other best friends and all but I just feel like I'm the back best friend... I've known her nearly all my life and I'd think that we have had a lot of fun and all but then theres her newer best friends and they have better times then we'd prolly ever had. I dunno... Maybe cos shes friends with more of the "popular" people and I just go with the flow. I dunno. I just feel kinda left out and left behind type of thing. I prolly won't get to see her a lot during the summer cos of work, plus she has her car and shes always gone anyways. ugh. oh well..
I'll wait and I'll be patient.