Jun 02, 2004 10:53
I talked to her last night. Not about my last entry but it made me realize that I'm just over reacting. I didn't bring it up only because I didn't see it was necessary any more... But I guess I should have. I think I'm just stressing out because I don't get the chance to see anyone anymore. It's like I'm cooped up in the house or working in the sun and with that I just get soo tired. I keep thinking that it's all gonna blow over, but every day that I'm not with my friends I feel more and more like I'M the one drifting from my friends. Not them.
Rachel deserves a apology which I hope she can forgive.
Sometimes I really hate myself...