It’s for the best, you see. I was asking for love and attention. I was asking for a willingness that was unacceptable for me to ask for and in doing so, I caused trouble and discomfort ( Read more... )

I watched a porn today that reminded me of the way we would have sex.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3qsF5lNfcvQ

Love is not for me. I promise, Love is not for me.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YbMune1KgM4

I can not wash it off
and I can not rinse it out.
I can smell you on my clothes
and I can taste you in my mouth.
I can not shake it off
and I can not get it out.
You are everywhere I look
and you are all I dream about.
I never wanted to end like this.

"I would like to do in public some of the things we've shared in private."
"Oh yes, I would love to meet your parents."
"No, that is not what I mean. There is a guy coming over that I want to see us together."
"Oh, ok."

It never turns out right with me and you ( Read more... )

Brought a dead body to life.
With the soul of a gypsy queen,
And the brightest eyes that I've ever seen.
Gave her two murderous hands,
And two legs with the devil's dance.
At last gave her half of my heart,
To make sure that we would never part.

Nevermind.