i wanna run...
this weekend was really horrible. friday. i dunno what the case is or whats goin on but someones lyin. and i dont like liers.. all i kno is bitches better stay out my relationship. saturday, i was wit my mom and were walkin, and i fuckin twist my ankle again. ppl think this shit is cake... these r my feet im constantly on them. the shit hurts bad. so then i goto my dads and he wants to goto a movie. thats fine. then i get home n im tired as shit and i feel so weird. i think im comin down with sumthing. then i goto bed, i wake up and my feet n everything is swollen.
now for the main event.lea cant seem to understand that she is no longer in my plans. i havent been answering the phone in awhile.but i did the other day. i have to answer the phone sometimes to make it seem like i still wanna talk to her. i do this so she wont go crazy psycho on me. theres alota things ihave to do.. deceitful things. and i cnat take it anymore. ihate the lying. ihate the sneeking. i dont love her. i dont love her lifestyle. i dont likeher. i dont wanna be her friend. i dont wanna see her.
right now. im so drained. all i want to do is fall asleep in yolanda's arms.... then wake up n goto school wit my friends. thats all i want.