the world turned 28 times
just 14 days and nights and i will see him again. today was just awful- full of tears and illness and being lonely and unable to sleep. i am still sick, actaully i got this virus again and its so much worse this time. i wanted to die a few hours ago with my head in the toilet crying on the bathroom floor. i don't want to go back to school. i'll be fine as soon as i get there but the thought of going back is not appealing now. i miss his kiss. i want to lick his lips and eat his vocal cords. and he's so far away i can't even feel him anymore...