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This may never start.
We could fall apart.
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?
So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.
This may never start.
I'll tear us apart.
Can I be your enemy?
Losing half a year.
Waiting for you here
I'd be your anything.
So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.
This may never start.
Tearing out my heart.
I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
(I'd be your memory)
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?
So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.
This may never start.
We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?
Can I be your memory?
So I guess it's over with me & Cade... ::sniffles:: I've been crying for hours. I stayed over yesterday, and it was wonderful. We kissed, he actually held me all night, I've never cuddled with anyone before... I finally got to. We actually slept together, usually we sleep on seperate couches, but he insisted on holding me all night. I was sooooo happy. Then today, Marilynn called and asked if I wanted to come home to eat and get some clothes (I didn't bring anything with me) So I called him and told him I had to go there but I'd be back tomorrow. His response? "Fuck it, I'll see you in a week or so" So I wrote him a note explaining how I didn't like having to leave him all the time and that if he wanted me to, i'd get all my stuff from out here and be with him permanently. He wants to be a prick and say that I'm lying and that he's gonna go fuck somebody else. Ok. Fine with me. You go do what you do, Cade Woods. I'll go do the exact same thing, I won't call your broke ass anymore, I'll find someone that wants to be with me for me, not a maid and a piece of ass. But then again, I'd do anything to be there with him right now. Zac is there right now, and that scares the fuck outta me cause 2 days ago while Zac was here, we kinda did something, not sex, but close. I don't want Cade to find out, he'd kill Zac... he already accuses me of wanting to be with Coyie all the damn time. Another thing, Coy is 19 years old... and his new girlfriend is 13. That's sick. Anyway... I'm not gonna call Cade for a few days, let him get to missing me some, let the house get goood and filthy, then I might call him, just to say I'm with someone else. Cause he's a prick. And cause I'm a jealous bitch and I can.
We could fall apart.
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?
So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.
This may never start.
I'll tear us apart.
Can I be your enemy?
Losing half a year.
Waiting for you here
I'd be your anything.
So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.
This may never start.
Tearing out my heart.
I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
(I'd be your memory)
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?
So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.
This may never start.
We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?
Can I be your memory?
So I guess it's over with me & Cade... ::sniffles:: I've been crying for hours. I stayed over yesterday, and it was wonderful. We kissed, he actually held me all night, I've never cuddled with anyone before... I finally got to. We actually slept together, usually we sleep on seperate couches, but he insisted on holding me all night. I was sooooo happy. Then today, Marilynn called and asked if I wanted to come home to eat and get some clothes (I didn't bring anything with me) So I called him and told him I had to go there but I'd be back tomorrow. His response? "Fuck it, I'll see you in a week or so" So I wrote him a note explaining how I didn't like having to leave him all the time and that if he wanted me to, i'd get all my stuff from out here and be with him permanently. He wants to be a prick and say that I'm lying and that he's gonna go fuck somebody else. Ok. Fine with me. You go do what you do, Cade Woods. I'll go do the exact same thing, I won't call your broke ass anymore, I'll find someone that wants to be with me for me, not a maid and a piece of ass. But then again, I'd do anything to be there with him right now. Zac is there right now, and that scares the fuck outta me cause 2 days ago while Zac was here, we kinda did something, not sex, but close. I don't want Cade to find out, he'd kill Zac... he already accuses me of wanting to be with Coyie all the damn time. Another thing, Coy is 19 years old... and his new girlfriend is 13. That's sick. Anyway... I'm not gonna call Cade for a few days, let him get to missing me some, let the house get goood and filthy, then I might call him, just to say I'm with someone else. Cause he's a prick. And cause I'm a jealous bitch and I can.