'Just the sound of resplendent tongues colliding.../I can't forget the taste of your mouth..'-Day 16
Your first kiss, in great detail
Hmm, why you wanna know all THAT?! Shoot. I'll tell you, but I can't guarantee I'll talk about it a lot outside of here. Forgive me for taking this moment to be a blushy gushy mess-I'm doing it here so you can't see me lol
Actually, prior to my first kiss I wasn't very fond of kissing. I didn't think I'd like it seeing as I pretty much don't like anything do do with bodily fluids. I was a hug person, still very much am. After the kiss though I found that shared with the right person I didn't mind so much and I actually kinda liked it.
We were at his house, downstairs on the couch, probably watching Adult Swim 'cause they showed a lot more anime then. (Actually it might've been Samurai Champloo? I don't remember, just that the tv was on. We were kinda nerdy/geeky in our brevity. My cousin thought it was funny & cute that we were all boo'd up on this one little couch we had watching Bones. He was also gonna teach me how to duel w/ Yu-Gi-Oh cards lol Ohhhh yeah, geektastic lovin! But I digress...). I don't remember exactly how we got to kissing. I think he was like 'I'm trying to kiss you' or something like that 'cause I was dorktastic and oblivious. Or he wanted to kiss me but I was sitting in front of him and facing the wrong way so that kinda made it hard to do. Anyway, luckily he was a REALLY great kisser! Like REEEEEAAAAALLLLLYYYYYYY great! Like I said before, I didn't like kissing but he was so good at it that I found it fun and highly enjoyable with him. I've been fascinated by mouths before but never wanting to kiss them, but not fascinated like this. Like seriously I was entranced by the taste of his mouth & breath! I hate the smell/taste of breath with a passion! AND he was a smoker of both legal and illegal things! I hate the smell of cigarette smoke more than I hate the smell of breath so I definitely didn't wanna taste a combo of the two. You'd think that'd be a hell no right off rip but I swear his mouth didn't taste like he smoked. If it would've we probably wouldn't have kissed so much. I don't recall him chewing a lot of gum or eating mints a lot either. His mouth was sweet though! How you smoke but yo mouth taste good?! (he didn't even smell like smoke either! I'm telling you he was the best smelling smoker ever and he didn't even wear cologne! Giiiiiiiiiiiiirrrrrllllll don't get me started about how he smelled! That's a convo for another day baby lol) I'm glad we kissed a lot in our short time together!
He had been kissin a while though before me so he knew it was my 1st kiss. Probably 'cause I was a little lost so I mostly just let him kiss me and didn't really kiss him back at first. He smiled & chuckled while our lips were still pressed and asked me if it was my first one. I liked the smiley/kissy/talky feeling. I confessed and we laughed, then kissed some more, this time I kissed back! I remember at some point tongues came into play and our teeth even bumped, and I surprisingly liked ALL of it. I cannot stress enough how much I thought I wouldn't like kissing but some of the very things I thought I wouldn't like were my favorite parts. I'm glad we weren't sloppy though 'cause I don't think I could've handled that. That first kiss was almost like being in a dream or something. Like just being in that moment with just us two...I don't even remember other details in full, but the feeling I remember.
Hmm, why you wanna know all THAT?! Shoot. I'll tell you, but I can't guarantee I'll talk about it a lot outside of here. Forgive me for taking this moment to be a blushy gushy mess-I'm doing it here so you can't see me lol
Actually, prior to my first kiss I wasn't very fond of kissing. I didn't think I'd like it seeing as I pretty much don't like anything do do with bodily fluids. I was a hug person, still very much am. After the kiss though I found that shared with the right person I didn't mind so much and I actually kinda liked it.
We were at his house, downstairs on the couch, probably watching Adult Swim 'cause they showed a lot more anime then. (Actually it might've been Samurai Champloo? I don't remember, just that the tv was on. We were kinda nerdy/geeky in our brevity. My cousin thought it was funny & cute that we were all boo'd up on this one little couch we had watching Bones. He was also gonna teach me how to duel w/ Yu-Gi-Oh cards lol Ohhhh yeah, geektastic lovin! But I digress...). I don't remember exactly how we got to kissing. I think he was like 'I'm trying to kiss you' or something like that 'cause I was dorktastic and oblivious. Or he wanted to kiss me but I was sitting in front of him and facing the wrong way so that kinda made it hard to do. Anyway, luckily he was a REALLY great kisser! Like REEEEEAAAAALLLLLYYYYYYY great! Like I said before, I didn't like kissing but he was so good at it that I found it fun and highly enjoyable with him. I've been fascinated by mouths before but never wanting to kiss them, but not fascinated like this. Like seriously I was entranced by the taste of his mouth & breath! I hate the smell/taste of breath with a passion! AND he was a smoker of both legal and illegal things! I hate the smell of cigarette smoke more than I hate the smell of breath so I definitely didn't wanna taste a combo of the two. You'd think that'd be a hell no right off rip but I swear his mouth didn't taste like he smoked. If it would've we probably wouldn't have kissed so much. I don't recall him chewing a lot of gum or eating mints a lot either. His mouth was sweet though! How you smoke but yo mouth taste good?! (he didn't even smell like smoke either! I'm telling you he was the best smelling smoker ever and he didn't even wear cologne! Giiiiiiiiiiiiirrrrrllllll don't get me started about how he smelled! That's a convo for another day baby lol) I'm glad we kissed a lot in our short time together!
He had been kissin a while though before me so he knew it was my 1st kiss. Probably 'cause I was a little lost so I mostly just let him kiss me and didn't really kiss him back at first. He smiled & chuckled while our lips were still pressed and asked me if it was my first one. I liked the smiley/kissy/talky feeling. I confessed and we laughed, then kissed some more, this time I kissed back! I remember at some point tongues came into play and our teeth even bumped, and I surprisingly liked ALL of it. I cannot stress enough how much I thought I wouldn't like kissing but some of the very things I thought I wouldn't like were my favorite parts. I'm glad we weren't sloppy though 'cause I don't think I could've handled that. That first kiss was almost like being in a dream or something. Like just being in that moment with just us two...I don't even remember other details in full, but the feeling I remember.