'We deal in dreams'-Day 15
**Sorry this took so long? I was part busy and part trying to collect my thoughts. I just kept picking up whever I left off in drafts so hopefully none of the tenses of things fuck you up.**
I was gonna put a certain other very popular song related to dreams as the title but it is reserved particularly close to my heart for personal reasons, and that's a little bit closer than I want to share. The walls are somewhat high and somewhat thick around that thing.
Anyway
Your dreams, in great detail
I guess I'll deal with both? Upon first reading I immediately thought dreams like the ones that go along with hopes and wishes, that hold varying degrees of influence over your life depending on how much you let them. The fantasies and fancies that vibrate to your inner core. The ones that you'd be transcendently elated about if they came true, and if they did they'd maybe even seem somewhat surreal.
Then I thought about those lovely cognitive events that occur when you're sleeping or awake. The ones that try to tell you things, sometimes even like your heart is speaking to you or you head is just trying to make sense of the day. Since I haven't learned to control when and what I dream about I decided that if I had a dream around whenever I got to this 'day' then I guess I'd include it. Otherwise default to the former dreams. Luckily? my brain has been active so I'll share.
Earlier tod...yesterday I dozed off/kinda napped when I got home from school. Got home early 'cause my history professor canceled class for today (Wed 10/13-'cause that's when I started this lol /postfail). I think I missed having class today though 'cause I had a dream about being in class anyway! I dreamed I went to talk to my teacher about my paper that's coming up and telling him about Hetalia. That anime is too great and history class hasn't been the same since watching! also last night I had this weird ass dream that my co Erica came by for something and I told her where it was. She had to go outside for it but she went out the back door and to her old house, but it was from when her grandparents lived there and my house was in my grandma's old apt-which was across the street from Erica's GP's. Anyway she came back at some point. Then I was outside coming up to my house and there were these huge tortoise/ankylosaurus creatures in the front yard and they were bright hot pink, orange, and black. Like erasers come to life! I went up to one and it felt like an eraser, but fuzzy and breathing. I went inside and was like 'WTF?!!?' My sisters were like 'I dunno?'. Then Erica went back through the back door to her GP's and came back and told us they were some sort of chicken type thing. In the back of the house there was like a little fenced in area with little ones and eggs. Does it mean anything? Your guess is as good as mine lol
As far as the life dreams...they're hard to articulate outside of my head and myself. In there I know what they are, but I'm not used to talking about them with people. I dunno. Believe it or not they're kinda traditional? Except mashed up with geektastic and awesome! Husband (y'all know who it is!), kids (preferably boys, if girls I pray they're not typical. Also I CANNOT have dumb kids. That'd kill me even more! They don't have to be fucking Mensa but at least SOME sort of intellectual capacity lol), house with big kitchen & lots of gadgets, travel, family geektastic, happy, comfortable. My not quite yet existant family in my head is freaking awesome yo! Actually those dreams are with or without husband. I'd like one, but not having one wouldn't stop me. I also dream about being a voice actor and/or some sort of cooking type personmajig. I don't think I wanna be like a head chef?, but I wanna be something. Then as far as VA-I've always kinda/used to want to be an actor. I didn't care about being Hollywood famous but kinda being recognised/acknowledged would've been fine. Then I became more self-conscious and a bit more shy somehow. Then I came across anime and cons and voice actors, and it just made perfect sense! I'd get to go to cons, be recognised by fans but still able to do shite 'cause nobody would really know who I was, travel, participate in something I like, could still act and not have to be seen, plus I like accents/words/random noises and I can do voices/accents pretty decent or could probably learn quickly! For so many reasons it just makes sense like I said before!
I was gonna put a certain other very popular song related to dreams as the title but it is reserved particularly close to my heart for personal reasons, and that's a little bit closer than I want to share. The walls are somewhat high and somewhat thick around that thing.
Anyway
Your dreams, in great detail
I guess I'll deal with both? Upon first reading I immediately thought dreams like the ones that go along with hopes and wishes, that hold varying degrees of influence over your life depending on how much you let them. The fantasies and fancies that vibrate to your inner core. The ones that you'd be transcendently elated about if they came true, and if they did they'd maybe even seem somewhat surreal.
Then I thought about those lovely cognitive events that occur when you're sleeping or awake. The ones that try to tell you things, sometimes even like your heart is speaking to you or you head is just trying to make sense of the day. Since I haven't learned to control when and what I dream about I decided that if I had a dream around whenever I got to this 'day' then I guess I'd include it. Otherwise default to the former dreams. Luckily? my brain has been active so I'll share.
Earlier tod...yesterday I dozed off/kinda napped when I got home from school. Got home early 'cause my history professor canceled class for today (Wed 10/13-'cause that's when I started this lol /postfail). I think I missed having class today though 'cause I had a dream about being in class anyway! I dreamed I went to talk to my teacher about my paper that's coming up and telling him about Hetalia. That anime is too great and history class hasn't been the same since watching! also last night I had this weird ass dream that my co Erica came by for something and I told her where it was. She had to go outside for it but she went out the back door and to her old house, but it was from when her grandparents lived there and my house was in my grandma's old apt-which was across the street from Erica's GP's. Anyway she came back at some point. Then I was outside coming up to my house and there were these huge tortoise/ankylosaurus creatures in the front yard and they were bright hot pink, orange, and black. Like erasers come to life! I went up to one and it felt like an eraser, but fuzzy and breathing. I went inside and was like 'WTF?!!?' My sisters were like 'I dunno?'. Then Erica went back through the back door to her GP's and came back and told us they were some sort of chicken type thing. In the back of the house there was like a little fenced in area with little ones and eggs. Does it mean anything? Your guess is as good as mine lol
As far as the life dreams...they're hard to articulate outside of my head and myself. In there I know what they are, but I'm not used to talking about them with people. I dunno. Believe it or not they're kinda traditional? Except mashed up with geektastic and awesome! Husband (y'all know who it is!), kids (preferably boys, if girls I pray they're not typical. Also I CANNOT have dumb kids. That'd kill me even more! They don't have to be fucking Mensa but at least SOME sort of intellectual capacity lol), house with big kitchen & lots of gadgets, travel, family geektastic, happy, comfortable. My not quite yet existant family in my head is freaking awesome yo! Actually those dreams are with or without husband. I'd like one, but not having one wouldn't stop me. I also dream about being a voice actor and/or some sort of cooking type personmajig. I don't think I wanna be like a head chef?, but I wanna be something. Then as far as VA-I've always kinda/used to want to be an actor. I didn't care about being Hollywood famous but kinda being recognised/acknowledged would've been fine. Then I became more self-conscious and a bit more shy somehow. Then I came across anime and cons and voice actors, and it just made perfect sense! I'd get to go to cons, be recognised by fans but still able to do shite 'cause nobody would really know who I was, travel, participate in something I like, could still act and not have to be seen, plus I like accents/words/random noises and I can do voices/accents pretty decent or could probably learn quickly! For so many reasons it just makes sense like I said before!