Nov 16, 2010 04:07
30 days, yeah yeah yeah. I would take two months+ to do a 30 day (wait a minute, did they do some sort of hybrid cover/remix/mashup/remake/esque version of Marilyn Manson's 'Beautiful People' for Burlesque? Trailer was on tv, sorry) post lol I'll finish, in due time.
Anyway, I'm supposed to be writing my history paper, but I kinda don't wanna. I'm gonna and I gotta since I made a deal with my history prof. I don't make promises I can't keep. I have been showing off a bit with my work so I gotta deliver. Its been fun! I've been trying really hard to improve my gpa since life shat upon it toward the end of the first time around in school so I have to pass this class! Others as well but this one's been a personal challenge I've kind of invited because I wanted to prove I was better than I was. This prof is seeing me go from an F student to an A student because I had to prove the F was wrong. Switching gears a bit, also found out I'm almost done with my AA...trying to think how I wanna punctuate that. I am excited 'cause I'll be done with that part and can go on to my BS. I only really want my degree so I can be better prepared for running my own business. I'm not looking to go be a mover & shaker at some company, though with my degree I could? if necessary. I wanna go to school for culinary but I'd have to move to Orlando/Tampa/Ft. Lauderdale. Not that I'd mind moving-I wanna go in Orlando and I could probably rent a room from my friends that live there and possibly offer some house-elf talents, but its a lot easier said than done currently. Just gonna have to make some changes & rearrangements, sketch out some rough/loose plans.
In other news, I might be an aunt? Bro's gf isn't sure if she is or not. She took one test wrong so it was negative/inconclusive (CAN prego tests be 'inconclusive'? lol), took another and I think it was positive. I feel kinda bad 'cause I wasn't all like 'Hooray I'm gonna be an aunt!', but I'm a person that for the most part reacts based on the person. Its hard to gauge if this is what she wants or not. I like to encourage people to do what they wanna do not tell them how I feel about what they're doing. IF this is what she/they want then I'm happy for them and excited about auntdom. IF she is/they are uncertain then I don't wanna be a jackass and potentially make them feel guilty for any conflicting feelings or decisions, 'cause again, its not about what I want. Plus they're still not 100% sure she's preggers! Why fuss when you don't even know for sure yet?! She's supposed to go to the doc at some point soon so we'll see.