Some history...

About two weeks ago I was suppose to meet a friend at the mall when I had a meltdown. I mean a FUCKING meltdown. I had a good friend who was mad at me, unemployment dicking me around, and school just beating the shit out of me. I thought of how I couldn't afford to buy dinner and the waterworks just started pouring. I was a mess. ( Read more... )

it is just amazing how in one day my life went from being great to being fucked all to hell. I do not understand how I can make my two best friends mad at me in the course of one week. Seriously. I have no idea. All I know is my life is fucking hard as shit right now and I don't need this bullshit ( Read more... )