And now for the aftermath...
I'm feeling a little better. Thanks for the kind words. My tummy ache went away sometime late last night, so I actually got to sleep. Woke up refreshed. Yay.
JT pointed something out to me that I really need to try and remember: Keep looking for the light at the end of the tunnel. You always find the good and the positive in things, so just look for it in this instance. And I know he's right; he pretty much always is. As bad as things tend to get, I always seem to find the happiness that lies beneath it all, the silver lining on the gray cloud. Just need to smile through my tears and remember that it's going to be OK, that I'm going to be OK.
My social circle has changed and that's not a bad thing. It's evolving from what I was to what I am, and will most likely change again to what I will be. I may not be starting as fresh as Rabbit will be when he moves down here, but I will be starting anew, and that can be very beneficial in my eyes.
Ever stop and realize just how much has happened to you and how much you've grown or changed from it? Learning new ropes, setting a new course, plotting for the unknown? A month ago, I would've said I was moving from here as soon as I graduate. Now thus is not the case. If all works out, I'll be staying here in AZ for quite a while. I'll be moving forward in my own little way here, which was an idea about a year ago. Now that idea is coming up again, and I'm rather excited about it. This could be something great.
*Raises glass* Once again, to unanswered prayers, or, more specifically, to answered prayers that were not quite what was expected, but welcome with open arms just the same.
Oh, and for those of you who didn't know, I have by far the most amazing partner in the whole world. What kind of a person would sit on the phone with me while I cry about someone else and not get mad about it? He's the best ever.
@~>~~
JT pointed something out to me that I really need to try and remember: Keep looking for the light at the end of the tunnel. You always find the good and the positive in things, so just look for it in this instance. And I know he's right; he pretty much always is. As bad as things tend to get, I always seem to find the happiness that lies beneath it all, the silver lining on the gray cloud. Just need to smile through my tears and remember that it's going to be OK, that I'm going to be OK.
My social circle has changed and that's not a bad thing. It's evolving from what I was to what I am, and will most likely change again to what I will be. I may not be starting as fresh as Rabbit will be when he moves down here, but I will be starting anew, and that can be very beneficial in my eyes.
Ever stop and realize just how much has happened to you and how much you've grown or changed from it? Learning new ropes, setting a new course, plotting for the unknown? A month ago, I would've said I was moving from here as soon as I graduate. Now thus is not the case. If all works out, I'll be staying here in AZ for quite a while. I'll be moving forward in my own little way here, which was an idea about a year ago. Now that idea is coming up again, and I'm rather excited about it. This could be something great.
*Raises glass* Once again, to unanswered prayers, or, more specifically, to answered prayers that were not quite what was expected, but welcome with open arms just the same.
Oh, and for those of you who didn't know, I have by far the most amazing partner in the whole world. What kind of a person would sit on the phone with me while I cry about someone else and not get mad about it? He's the best ever.
@~>~~