Tonight's Prom
And I have an inkling that it won't be too much fun. Dances are always attracting drama, unneccessary drama. Nathan is coming over to my house to get ready and to eat dinner with me. Steaks, Potatoes and Salads with a oreo pie desert. Who knows maybe the food will turn out alright. Um, what else. I was supposed to clean up downstairs, and I did. I cleaned the living room, the kitchen, the dining room, the office nook behind the living room. And my dad just walked up and told us to clean up the living room. Guess I was right about saying it wouldn't be clean to him.
In another view.
I feel terrible, like I just need to cry, but I just can't. Like it just isn't possible for me to break. There are too many people who need me right now. Especially Abbey, I mean we really aren't amazing friends or anything, but her grandfather is about to die, and I'll be there for her if she needs someone. I understand the feeling of going to funerals, the feeling of loss, repeating.
I feel kinda hollow right now, maybe it's the fact I haven't seen Nathan in such a long freaking time, it's unbelievable how attached I have become to my best friend. Some make comments that we're going out. There's no way in heck that we are, we're both gay, it couldn't ever happen.
Goodness, life is actually alright. I'm going to take a shower then paint my fingernails, so I actually look like a girl. Fun.
In another view.
I feel terrible, like I just need to cry, but I just can't. Like it just isn't possible for me to break. There are too many people who need me right now. Especially Abbey, I mean we really aren't amazing friends or anything, but her grandfather is about to die, and I'll be there for her if she needs someone. I understand the feeling of going to funerals, the feeling of loss, repeating.
I feel kinda hollow right now, maybe it's the fact I haven't seen Nathan in such a long freaking time, it's unbelievable how attached I have become to my best friend. Some make comments that we're going out. There's no way in heck that we are, we're both gay, it couldn't ever happen.
Goodness, life is actually alright. I'm going to take a shower then paint my fingernails, so I actually look like a girl. Fun.