So my day went from amazing to absolutely horrible
1st period: Zoology
Played review game. I, by far, scored the most points. Teacher also made a really awesome "your mom" joke. Cut my finger and my friend had Scooby-Doo bandaids. Other friend gave me Jelly-Bellies.
2nd period: Chemistry
Told teacher about dream I had where I took the chemistry test and it wasn't even asking chemistry questions resulting in me failing. She informed me those would happen every night in college and they would haunt me for life. Made me laugh. Then later, during the lab, I almost caught my finger on fire because the match was stuck to the bandaid. Also made me laugh.
3rd period: Online AP Biology
Found out teacher has poster saying his classroom is a safe space for everyone, including race, religion, etc., but it also included sexual orientation and gender. <3 If I didn' have a small crush on him before, I now have a big one. (He's just out of college, and is damn attractive. Asdfghjkl)
Lunch
Worst. Lunch period. Ever.
Every lunch period, I walk around the halls and count how many posters are missing. There were two left on the walls. I went to the art room and grabbed enough to replace them. As I hung one of them up, a nearby group sneered and started saying the GSA was a stupid club and that they should tear down all the posters as soon as I was done hanging them. At least wait until I'm out of earshot, or not standing right next to you, to start calling me a bitch, guys.
Anyway, I finished hanging them up. As I walked back, I noticed that the 2 that were up had stayed up for a reason - they had "fag" written on them. Disgusted, I took them down and went to the art room to get 2 more replacements. I was calmed down a bit as I hung the first one up. I got about 4 feet away when I heard a noise. I turned, and saw a different group of kids from the one before. They were holding the poster and laughing as they tore it into pieces. I reported this to the nearby VP who promised to keep an eye on them (he later informed me he'd be having a "discussion" with two of the kids).
I'm not entirely sure what happened, but as I left from where they were tearing down the poster and hung up the other one, something kind've snapped. I saw one of the posters, already crumpled on the ground. I wasn't angry, or sad, or anything. I felt completely blank. I felt like my stomach was fuzzy and my mind was foggy. I went to the nurses office and asked if I could just sit for a while. She agreed and commented that I was trembling.
20 minutes later and I had stopped trembling. I figured this was good enough, and went to history class. I felt better by the end, although still off.
Then it went the opposite way and I nearly broke down crying in precalc when someone said "That's so gay."
I do give myself a pat on the back for scoring an 84 on my math test while trying not to cry.
Played review game. I, by far, scored the most points. Teacher also made a really awesome "your mom" joke. Cut my finger and my friend had Scooby-Doo bandaids. Other friend gave me Jelly-Bellies.
2nd period: Chemistry
Told teacher about dream I had where I took the chemistry test and it wasn't even asking chemistry questions resulting in me failing. She informed me those would happen every night in college and they would haunt me for life. Made me laugh. Then later, during the lab, I almost caught my finger on fire because the match was stuck to the bandaid. Also made me laugh.
3rd period: Online AP Biology
Found out teacher has poster saying his classroom is a safe space for everyone, including race, religion, etc., but it also included sexual orientation and gender. <3 If I didn' have a small crush on him before, I now have a big one. (He's just out of college, and is damn attractive. Asdfghjkl)
Lunch
Worst. Lunch period. Ever.
Every lunch period, I walk around the halls and count how many posters are missing. There were two left on the walls. I went to the art room and grabbed enough to replace them. As I hung one of them up, a nearby group sneered and started saying the GSA was a stupid club and that they should tear down all the posters as soon as I was done hanging them. At least wait until I'm out of earshot, or not standing right next to you, to start calling me a bitch, guys.
Anyway, I finished hanging them up. As I walked back, I noticed that the 2 that were up had stayed up for a reason - they had "fag" written on them. Disgusted, I took them down and went to the art room to get 2 more replacements. I was calmed down a bit as I hung the first one up. I got about 4 feet away when I heard a noise. I turned, and saw a different group of kids from the one before. They were holding the poster and laughing as they tore it into pieces. I reported this to the nearby VP who promised to keep an eye on them (he later informed me he'd be having a "discussion" with two of the kids).
I'm not entirely sure what happened, but as I left from where they were tearing down the poster and hung up the other one, something kind've snapped. I saw one of the posters, already crumpled on the ground. I wasn't angry, or sad, or anything. I felt completely blank. I felt like my stomach was fuzzy and my mind was foggy. I went to the nurses office and asked if I could just sit for a while. She agreed and commented that I was trembling.
20 minutes later and I had stopped trembling. I figured this was good enough, and went to history class. I felt better by the end, although still off.
Then it went the opposite way and I nearly broke down crying in precalc when someone said "That's so gay."
I do give myself a pat on the back for scoring an 84 on my math test while trying not to cry.