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okay okay kids sorry i havent posted in for ever ive been to busy fighting with the one and only eric lol agh it frustrates me so much some time i mean how can you have a relationship and never see each other bc "it's to much of a hassel(well if it's so much of a hassel then lets break up whats the point) bc our parents ask to many ?? its just easier to go hang out with my friends and i dont really feel comfrotable around yours" HELLO NEWS FLASH I DONT NESICARLY FEEL COMFROTABLE AROUND YOURS EITHER BUT I DO IT ANYWAYS dont I agh oh and hes all pissy bc we havent done anything yet so freggin what just bc we've been going out for almost 3 months doesnt mean we can go fuck or something agh he'll live im almost positive things were great and now they suck but then they get a little better and then down again im so sick of it i know some of its my fault i mean it has to be but argh i donno just argh yeah so also he got pissed like didnt talk to me for a whole like day in a half bc jimmy gave me a meassage bc i had a knot in my back hes like a brother to me i would never ever ya know and he would only dream and he says even that would be awkward ya know i mean we've only known each other since i like moved here thats all its not like i get all mad or well tell him i get all mad about sarah hes with her all of the time and i know friends first ya know but damn i swear if i didnt know i was his gf i would make the assumption they were together from what ive been told they dont flirt or anything but whatever i donno im sorry this is all about him but hes the only thing thats been bugging me and thats what lj is for bitching lol man agh i want it to be over and then i dont im so confused agh i want to just scream at the top of my lungs well besides the bad of course theres good ive beocme a Christian which is AWESOME!!! my mum has a boyfriend a really great one so shes mostly in a good mood which is aweosme or me umm im getting a car soon if all goes as planned my pawpaw put me on his credit card wich totally rocks my socks lol i still have my cell phone even though i havent payed the phone bill and that was my part of the deal school is getting pretty good clarissa and i are starting a non donominationl prayer group thing on thrusday and ummmm lets see my realtionship with God could never be better and considering i was athiest and agnostic for the longest time thats a shock even to me lol well thats about it now so talk to you later kids kammykamkam!!!!!!!!! lol