Deleted journal and general search
1. I'm searching for a story called "Sam's Brother" by KilianaFelagund
It has Jess's pov and was about Dean connecting with Jess in secret while Sam in Stanford.
It has tons of brotherly moment seen through Jess pov, Sam didn't know Jess know Dean, and Jess often call Dean to ask help about Sam and herself. eventually Jess was like a secret little sister to Dean. Dean send both her and Sam gifts, etc
EDIT : I'm writing what I remember from the story
[Spoiler (click to open)]-First time Jess call Dean, when Sam is sick (or not feeling well) and doesn't eat enough, she got the number from Sam's phone, then she calls from the house phone -- Dean recognize it, of course.. Then Dean tells Jess to feed Sam Mac n Cheese. After that she saved his number in her phone as MacChiz (or something like that, I kinda forget) so that Sam doesn't finds out.
-She calls Dean sometimes to talk about Sam, and she finds out that Dean has 2-3 person keeping an eye on Sam (worry much?)
-Jess calls when Sam was sick and delirious, holding a gun thinking he was in a hunt and Dean is in danger. Jess panics and lock Sam in their room, then wait for Dean to come. Dean comes and tackle Sam, takes the gun, and press Sam's head to his shoulder. When Sam recognize Dean's scent he relaxes and pass out. Dean carries him to bed, strip him and put him in a cold bath.
Dean recognize the shirt Sam was wearing as his shirt which he thought was missing, Jess said it's Sam's comfort shirt. So then he dress Sam in his other tshirt from his bag, then goes to bed with Sam snuggled to his chest. Jess slept on the couch.
When she wakes up, Sam's fever is coming down, and Dean already put Sam in his original shirt (washed and mended already -- how fast). And then Dean leaves before Sam wakes up.
Sam wakes up and pathetically ask Jess if Dean was here, since the bed smelled like him and the shirt was mended. Jess lied & said she didn't know since she was sleeping, but then Sam leave a voicemail in Dean's phone saying 'thanks, I don't know how you knew, but thanks for being here'
-Jess leave a voicemail asking if Dean knows anyone near campus has work with good payment since she meeds to pay her tuition (?) for that semester and she doesn't want Sam working part time since that would mess his grade. She found out later Dean paid for her whole semester already.
-Dean send Jess fake tiara from wallmart, roses for christmas, etc while he also sends gift for Sam separately.
-Dean goes to visit when Sam was leaving for 2 days. Jess friend who has a crush on Sam tattle and Sam thought she was cheating on him. Jess calls Dean crying, then not long after Sam calls Dean asking for advice. Dean ask Sam who would he believes, her friend he barely knows, of his own girlfriend whom he loves.
After that Sam & Jess reconcile, Jess saying she doesn't cheat, but she can't say who it was who visit her either, asking Sam to trust her.
Ending spoiler:
[Spoiler (click to open)]This story ends the same as canon (Jess died) but last year the author wrote another version which has Jess alive.
The version which Jess died : Sam finds out from Dean's phone (apparently he save all Sam and Jess' voicemail) that they knew each other. Then he cried and said to Dean 'why didn't she share you, I miss you too you know'. Dean shows him the photo they take together.
I wanted to read this again, so when I found that her journal (originally in ff.net) was empty/deleted, I'm really sad.
She also had a story called "Box of Memories" -- this one about Sam and Dean finding some stuff in their father's storage (also a really nice story)
I wonder of the author moved her account somewhere else? Or did anyone has any of her fic saved?
2. Please rec me some fic where Dean is the main caretaker of Sam.
If he has custody of Sam, that would be better. It could be AU (non-hunting, spaceship, whatever :D I like every premise)
For this one, I prefer No Pairing (Gen), except for some flings and background/past relationships.
Thanks !
It has Jess's pov and was about Dean connecting with Jess in secret while Sam in Stanford.
It has tons of brotherly moment seen through Jess pov, Sam didn't know Jess know Dean, and Jess often call Dean to ask help about Sam and herself. eventually Jess was like a secret little sister to Dean. Dean send both her and Sam gifts, etc
EDIT : I'm writing what I remember from the story
[Spoiler (click to open)]-First time Jess call Dean, when Sam is sick (or not feeling well) and doesn't eat enough, she got the number from Sam's phone, then she calls from the house phone -- Dean recognize it, of course.. Then Dean tells Jess to feed Sam Mac n Cheese. After that she saved his number in her phone as MacChiz (or something like that, I kinda forget) so that Sam doesn't finds out.
-She calls Dean sometimes to talk about Sam, and she finds out that Dean has 2-3 person keeping an eye on Sam (worry much?)
-Jess calls when Sam was sick and delirious, holding a gun thinking he was in a hunt and Dean is in danger. Jess panics and lock Sam in their room, then wait for Dean to come. Dean comes and tackle Sam, takes the gun, and press Sam's head to his shoulder. When Sam recognize Dean's scent he relaxes and pass out. Dean carries him to bed, strip him and put him in a cold bath.
Dean recognize the shirt Sam was wearing as his shirt which he thought was missing, Jess said it's Sam's comfort shirt. So then he dress Sam in his other tshirt from his bag, then goes to bed with Sam snuggled to his chest. Jess slept on the couch.
When she wakes up, Sam's fever is coming down, and Dean already put Sam in his original shirt (washed and mended already -- how fast). And then Dean leaves before Sam wakes up.
Sam wakes up and pathetically ask Jess if Dean was here, since the bed smelled like him and the shirt was mended. Jess lied & said she didn't know since she was sleeping, but then Sam leave a voicemail in Dean's phone saying 'thanks, I don't know how you knew, but thanks for being here'
-Jess leave a voicemail asking if Dean knows anyone near campus has work with good payment since she meeds to pay her tuition (?) for that semester and she doesn't want Sam working part time since that would mess his grade. She found out later Dean paid for her whole semester already.
-Dean send Jess fake tiara from wallmart, roses for christmas, etc while he also sends gift for Sam separately.
-Dean goes to visit when Sam was leaving for 2 days. Jess friend who has a crush on Sam tattle and Sam thought she was cheating on him. Jess calls Dean crying, then not long after Sam calls Dean asking for advice. Dean ask Sam who would he believes, her friend he barely knows, of his own girlfriend whom he loves.
After that Sam & Jess reconcile, Jess saying she doesn't cheat, but she can't say who it was who visit her either, asking Sam to trust her.
Ending spoiler:
[Spoiler (click to open)]This story ends the same as canon (Jess died) but last year the author wrote another version which has Jess alive.
The version which Jess died : Sam finds out from Dean's phone (apparently he save all Sam and Jess' voicemail) that they knew each other. Then he cried and said to Dean 'why didn't she share you, I miss you too you know'. Dean shows him the photo they take together.
I wanted to read this again, so when I found that her journal (originally in ff.net) was empty/deleted, I'm really sad.
She also had a story called "Box of Memories" -- this one about Sam and Dean finding some stuff in their father's storage (also a really nice story)
I wonder of the author moved her account somewhere else? Or did anyone has any of her fic saved?
2. Please rec me some fic where Dean is the main caretaker of Sam.
If he has custody of Sam, that would be better. It could be AU (non-hunting, spaceship, whatever :D I like every premise)
For this one, I prefer No Pairing (Gen), except for some flings and background/past relationships.
Thanks !