Back Number - Lyrics Translation [Full]
So I decided to put all together the lyrics translations of Back Number I did in a single post ^^
It's the first album "Super Star" plus one of the B-side of the single "Omoidasenakunaru Hi Made".
(Actually I still have to do 2 songs of the album, will add them here soon :P)
Hanabira (Petals)
One day we watched side by side
this scenary with sakura falling
Telling each other from the heart
words that now are quite all lies
The sky right now is so pretty
that I'd like to show you
If I listen closely
I can still hear your voice
Even if I try to hold it
Spring slips above my shoulders
like the flowers petals
But I don't want to forget
It rewinds many and many times
I want to meet you once again
I want to fall in love again
And this time I won't let you go
I won't let you go
Over the bridge, by the crossing,
in front of the green fence of the parking,
wherever I am the memory of you smiles
It became quite hard to live in this city
I forgot to say it but I still love you
I can only mutter that by myself
but it keeps coming out
Even if I try to hold it
Spring slips above my shoulders
like the flowers petals
But I don't want to forget
It rewinds many and many times
I want to meet you once again
I want to fall in love again
And this time I won't let you go
It's not a lie
The withered flowers are blown by the wind as that day
they carry away my love that never ended
and now it flies dancing in air
Even if I try to hold it
Spring slips above my shoulders
like the flowers petals
But I don't want to forget
It rewinds many and many times
I want to meet you once again
I want to fall in love again
And this time I won't let you go
I won't let you go
Super Star ni nattara (If I'll become a superstar)
I never really want it
to end in this way,
I waited for a change
doing nothing and you went away
I know there are a mountain
of reasons why you hate me,
my indecisiveness and my empty words
definitely were the final strike
There's only one way to take you back
To become a person that you won't have
any choice but loving again
If I become a Super Star
I'll come to you for sure
Even if you'll say that you weren't
waiting for me, that I'm a bother
I'll become a Super Star
a manly, new me
and I'll come to you
The world is fast so
I will run with all my strength
until my legs will break
I may get beaten, I may lose face
Doing that I'll find my reasons
I'll sigh and won't have choices
Everything of my past will be over
My treasured pride was wrong
No matter where you'll live
I'll become a light that you
can see even from far away
If I become a Super Star
I'll come to you for sure
Even if you'll say that you weren't
waiting for me, that I'm a bother
I'll become a Super Star
I will cherish you forever
There are not just words
I will never give up again
I'll become a person that you won't have
any choice but loving once again
If I become a Super Star
I'll come to you for sure
Even if you'll say that you weren't
waiting for me, that I'm a bother
I'll become a Super Star
a manly, new me
and I'll come to you
Hanataba (Bouquet)
What do you think? Can we be together?
Mmm dunno anyway for the moment
I just think I want to be with you
Right but I guess I'll be dumped in the end
Mmm dunno anyway for the moment
I want to try to be together
If you'll cheat on me don't tell me, ok?
What you don't know can't hurt you, right
I'm not confident at all, I am what I am
I just want to face you straight
How many times, how many many times
we hugged, held hands, kissed?
We built memories that make me melt
everytime I recall them
We fought too though
How many times, how many many times?
I can't forget all the thankful, regretful words
Sorry, sorry, thank you, sorry
This balance is quite dangerous though
Forgive me
The one I've been until now
was nothing else but crooked, I know
That's why at least to you
I want to run straight and direct
How many times, how many many times
we hugged, held hands, kissed?
If we won't forget these sweet, sweet feelings
there will never be problems
Even if we'll fight as well
How many times, how many many times?
I can't forget all the thankful, regretful words
If I'm with you I can live smiling
every morning, night and evening
That's what I think
What do you think? Can we be together?
Mmm dunno anyway for the moment
I love you
Omoidasenakunaru Hi Made (Until the day I will forget)
Even when the most important person
in the world disappears days go on.
Until the day I will forget about it
what can I do? What can I see?
I'll just go on breathing...
In this season, with this sparkly snow,
I just wish you were close to me.
Now it's nothing but cold,
nothing but a bother.
I would say "It's cold"
and you would reply "It is".
Just that made me happy, you know?
If I could erase from my memory
all the days I spent with you
that wouldn't be me anymore,
because we've shared happiness.
You were the other half of me
and I was the same for you.
That's why this suffering
and these tears can't be helped.
On the top of your beloved Winter
I remember one day we had a fight.
When Spring will come again
surely flowers will blossom.
But now nothing, nothing,
I can't do nothing like this
No one, no one,
I'm just sad...
If I could erase from my memory
all the days I spent with you
that wouldn't be me anymore
because we've shared sadness.
You were the other half of me
and I was the same for you.
That's why I'm sure
I'm not the only one
suffering and crying, right
Ayashii Hikari (Suspicious Light)
When we were close
I surely didn't understand
your real value
I wonder why
Now that we're far
I ask desperately
for your warmth
I wonder why
We always kept at a distance
and hurt each other
We imagined and teared off
the dream we put together
Even if it's not like before
I'll scream loud many times
"I want to be close to you"
So smile and show me again
the corners of that picture
Many time passed, the memories
changed in good and bad,
I met you by chance again
and you were still beautiful
You said you started all over
Same as before, same as it was,
same as I remembered,
we kept hurting each other
I've always known this
but thinking about it again now
you were by my side
We imagined and teared off
the dream we put together
Even if it's not like before
I'll scream loud many times
"I want to be close to you"
So smile and show me again
the corners of that picture
It may be useless but
let's dance for now
now and forever
We imagined and teared off
the dream we put together
Even if it's not like before
I'll scream loud many times
"I want to be close to you"
So smile and show me again
the corners of that picture
Chekku no Uan Piisu (Check One Piece)
I noticed something somehow
looking at the city at night
They say it sparkles so pretty
but I couldn't see it at all
This city goes toward tomorrow
bringing many different lights and shadows
I wonder if in the middle of this
we were sparkling too
From now on
everytime I'll see a check one piece
who knows if I'll remember you
I don't want to, I don't want.
Anyway
to be able to tell you that I'm fine
if we're going to meet again one day
I'll try to light up a tomorrow without you
The things you ordered
were always more delicious,
you were always right,
probably our breaking was obvious
I don't really remember
all the things you gave me
but I cherished them all
I cherished them all
From now on
everytime I'll see a check one piece
who knows if I'll remember you
I don't want to, I don't want.
Anyway
to be able to tell you that I'm fine
if we're going to meet again one day
I'll search for somebody else
that matches me more than you
Mr. Perfect
Thank you, goodbye
I've always been so twisted
I can't live with somebody like you
that's why I'm waving off from here
I have to become a person that can be loved
I wish to become somebody that will never be hated
To live having at least some fun
I will throw away my vulnerable heart
To try to not hurt other people
I'll crush my eyes that always spot the bad things
To never lose anybody again
I'll stitch my poisoned mouth
To not hear mean words again
I'll shut my ears with the hands
I should change soon
into the person I want to be
I don't need myself as I am now
If I'm able to throw things away
it should happen soon
Thank you, goodbye
I've always been so twisted
I can't live with somebody like you
that's why I'm waving off from here
To not be ignored by people that come and go
I will even stop my feet from walking
I want the answers to be revealed soon
I don't need this head always worrying
I have nothing else to throw away
If I'll ever be a perfect human being
What can I do now?
What should I do now?
What in the world?
Nothing else...
I should change soon
into the person I want to be
I don't need myself as I am now
If I'm able to throw things away
it should happen soon
Thank you, goodbye
I've always been so twisted
I can't live with somebody like you
that's why I'm waving off from here
I wanted to become another person
but still here there's nobody,
nobody else but me...
Koboreochite (Scattering)
Choosing too carefully the meaningful things
you may end up to miss something important
Like this, I chose the essential things but
I feel like their value is decreasing
As I find the reasons
I understand it's nobody's fault
The important things and precious people
should have made me stronger though...
The days scatter and sink
carrying away sadness and doubts
When did I start crying?
It can't be helped when nothing changes.
I'll change again and when we'll meet
I'll surely be another person
And then I'll know it
If there will be a name to my change
it must be the one of "adult"
No matter how much I'll have to struggle
As I know myself more I realize
that I can't expect anything
This time I'll go on searching
for a precise unknown explanation
The days scatter and sink
carrying away sadness and doubts
When did I start crying?
It can't be helped when nothing changes.
I'll change again and when we'll meet
I'll surely be another person
And then I'll know it
If I'm really searching for a change
I won't ever be able to go back
No matter how much I'll have to struggle
I can't blame anybody anymore
I can't make up excuses again
I swear to be strong and survive
So all these weakness and failure...
The days scatter and sink
carrying away sadness and doubts
When did I start crying?
It can't be helped when nothing changes.
I'll change again and when we'll meet
I'll surely be another person
And then I'll know it
If there will be a name to my change
it must be the one of "adult"
No matter how much I'll have to struggle
[Why does this song make me think of Shige?? T_____T]
Densha no mado kara (From the train window)
As I watch the scenary of the
city where I born and lived
from outside the window
the silver train goes,
it goes carrying me away
I just laughed and knew nothing
I can't go back to those days though
Now that I've been given wisdom and words
I should be able to laugh properly...
From the train window
I can see the same old city
Why does it make me sad?
Why am I crying?
Those days I looked at the trains
and they symbolized my dreams
Now that I'll soon be there
why am I crying?
I don't have the courage to throw all away
These are nothing but idle complains
Back then I wanted this so much, so much,
now the tickets are in my hand,
I shouldn't feel lost at all.
From the train window
I can see the same old city
Why does it make me sad?
Why am I crying?
Why am I crying?
Shiawase (Happiness)
In reality I already knew
how much you liked that guy
and that I was at your side
but had no chances
Really, I knew it well
You were falling in love
and I was besides you
slowly falling for you
You smiled without noticing
I always stared at your profile
Since the beginning
I only wished for your happiness
Even if it won't be with me
until the very end
I'll hide my feelings to you
and push your back from the side
I want your happiness
more than anybody else
What are you doing now is
the last thing I want to know
but I keep listening
because I prefer that to
not being able to see you anymore
What I wanted to tell you
is not the time of the last train,
not bad words about your boyfriend,
is just that I noticed your new haircut
and you look really good in it
Since the beginning
I only wished for your happiness
Even if it won't be with me
until the very end
I'll hide my feelings to you
and push your back from the side
I'll stay there a little more
Before I fell so hard for you
our hands must have met sometime
I fell hoping that you'd choose me
Even if it didn't come true,
even if I can't tell you anything,
I want to cherish my feelings
I'm serious
I miss you
But being with you now
it's still too painful
You know, I came before
that guy there...
Anyway if you're in love
as much as I am with you
then I'm obviously not the right one
Since the beginning
I only wished for your happiness
Even if it won't be with me
until the very end
I'll hide my feelings to you
and push your back from the side
I want your happiness
more than anybody else
Hajimari hajimari (The beginning)
Reading again the last message I sent you
I'm glad I ended it with a question.
Ah, I could be a little more funny!
I close my eyes and I remember
the voice and face I love.
I'm so happy that I met you.
The scenary seems to dance
but there's no hope of course.
I'll try to call you tomorrow night
Please understand the meaning
of my meaningless call.
Uhm...she hasn't replied yet,
I'll better pretend I'm sleeping
and reply tomorrow morning.
Ah, I can be more manly than this too!
I'll wait there until the phone rings,
so I'll be sure that nothing happens.
I'm so happy that I met you.
The scenary seems to dance
but I don't have too much hope.
I'll try to call you tomorrow night
Please understand the meaning
of my meaningless call.
Anyway, do you have a boyfriend or not?
I haven't asked this yet.
If I go on with this pace
the sun will rise instead of going down.
I'm so happy that I met you.
The scenary seems to dance
but I don't have too much hope.
I'll try to call you tomorrow night
Please understand the meaning
of my meaningless call.
I wish you noticed since the beginning
I'm not a boy that ever follow advices
But still at the very end
I will be able to properly say it.
I can feel it, wait a little more, ok?
Shinja yo moumoku de are (Believers are blind)
As I fix my eyes on it
the scenary becomes blurred
If it was something important
it would disappear as well
The most I try to pay attention
the most I can't hear anything
When I'm between the crowd
it gets further and further
The answer is that there are no answers
What can I do with all these questions?
For what should I walk on?
It should be something easy
if you're convinced of everything
Right
Since when I'm so insecure?
I'm so scared, there's nothing I can do
I waver between pride and desperation
Soon
Give me a good landmark
between narcisism and anxiety
Ahead? Left? Black? Blue?
Is there something like this?
In this endless conflict
I start to feel sick
I heat up my meal in the microwave
am I destroying my stomach?
If I wait a little more surely
somebody nice will come and pat my back
Waiting holding my head
isn't the answer anymore
Probably it's: "It can't be helped"
These days I live bearing my uneasiness
should make me stronger one day
so they should end sooner or later
Right
Since when I'm so insecure?
I'm so scared, there's nothing I can do
I waver between pride and desperation
Soon
There are no good landmark
between narcisism and anxiety
so I'll close my eyes
and go on walking anyway
It's the first album "Super Star" plus one of the B-side of the single "Omoidasenakunaru Hi Made".
(Actually I still have to do 2 songs of the album, will add them here soon :P)
Hanabira (Petals)
One day we watched side by side
this scenary with sakura falling
Telling each other from the heart
words that now are quite all lies
The sky right now is so pretty
that I'd like to show you
If I listen closely
I can still hear your voice
Even if I try to hold it
Spring slips above my shoulders
like the flowers petals
But I don't want to forget
It rewinds many and many times
I want to meet you once again
I want to fall in love again
And this time I won't let you go
I won't let you go
Over the bridge, by the crossing,
in front of the green fence of the parking,
wherever I am the memory of you smiles
It became quite hard to live in this city
I forgot to say it but I still love you
I can only mutter that by myself
but it keeps coming out
Even if I try to hold it
Spring slips above my shoulders
like the flowers petals
But I don't want to forget
It rewinds many and many times
I want to meet you once again
I want to fall in love again
And this time I won't let you go
It's not a lie
The withered flowers are blown by the wind as that day
they carry away my love that never ended
and now it flies dancing in air
Even if I try to hold it
Spring slips above my shoulders
like the flowers petals
But I don't want to forget
It rewinds many and many times
I want to meet you once again
I want to fall in love again
And this time I won't let you go
I won't let you go
Super Star ni nattara (If I'll become a superstar)
I never really want it
to end in this way,
I waited for a change
doing nothing and you went away
I know there are a mountain
of reasons why you hate me,
my indecisiveness and my empty words
definitely were the final strike
There's only one way to take you back
To become a person that you won't have
any choice but loving again
If I become a Super Star
I'll come to you for sure
Even if you'll say that you weren't
waiting for me, that I'm a bother
I'll become a Super Star
a manly, new me
and I'll come to you
The world is fast so
I will run with all my strength
until my legs will break
I may get beaten, I may lose face
Doing that I'll find my reasons
I'll sigh and won't have choices
Everything of my past will be over
My treasured pride was wrong
No matter where you'll live
I'll become a light that you
can see even from far away
If I become a Super Star
I'll come to you for sure
Even if you'll say that you weren't
waiting for me, that I'm a bother
I'll become a Super Star
I will cherish you forever
There are not just words
I will never give up again
I'll become a person that you won't have
any choice but loving once again
If I become a Super Star
I'll come to you for sure
Even if you'll say that you weren't
waiting for me, that I'm a bother
I'll become a Super Star
a manly, new me
and I'll come to you
Hanataba (Bouquet)
What do you think? Can we be together?
Mmm dunno anyway for the moment
I just think I want to be with you
Right but I guess I'll be dumped in the end
Mmm dunno anyway for the moment
I want to try to be together
If you'll cheat on me don't tell me, ok?
What you don't know can't hurt you, right
I'm not confident at all, I am what I am
I just want to face you straight
How many times, how many many times
we hugged, held hands, kissed?
We built memories that make me melt
everytime I recall them
We fought too though
How many times, how many many times?
I can't forget all the thankful, regretful words
Sorry, sorry, thank you, sorry
This balance is quite dangerous though
Forgive me
The one I've been until now
was nothing else but crooked, I know
That's why at least to you
I want to run straight and direct
How many times, how many many times
we hugged, held hands, kissed?
If we won't forget these sweet, sweet feelings
there will never be problems
Even if we'll fight as well
How many times, how many many times?
I can't forget all the thankful, regretful words
If I'm with you I can live smiling
every morning, night and evening
That's what I think
What do you think? Can we be together?
Mmm dunno anyway for the moment
I love you
Omoidasenakunaru Hi Made (Until the day I will forget)
Even when the most important person
in the world disappears days go on.
Until the day I will forget about it
what can I do? What can I see?
I'll just go on breathing...
In this season, with this sparkly snow,
I just wish you were close to me.
Now it's nothing but cold,
nothing but a bother.
I would say "It's cold"
and you would reply "It is".
Just that made me happy, you know?
If I could erase from my memory
all the days I spent with you
that wouldn't be me anymore,
because we've shared happiness.
You were the other half of me
and I was the same for you.
That's why this suffering
and these tears can't be helped.
On the top of your beloved Winter
I remember one day we had a fight.
When Spring will come again
surely flowers will blossom.
But now nothing, nothing,
I can't do nothing like this
No one, no one,
I'm just sad...
If I could erase from my memory
all the days I spent with you
that wouldn't be me anymore
because we've shared sadness.
You were the other half of me
and I was the same for you.
That's why I'm sure
I'm not the only one
suffering and crying, right
Ayashii Hikari (Suspicious Light)
When we were close
I surely didn't understand
your real value
I wonder why
Now that we're far
I ask desperately
for your warmth
I wonder why
We always kept at a distance
and hurt each other
We imagined and teared off
the dream we put together
Even if it's not like before
I'll scream loud many times
"I want to be close to you"
So smile and show me again
the corners of that picture
Many time passed, the memories
changed in good and bad,
I met you by chance again
and you were still beautiful
You said you started all over
Same as before, same as it was,
same as I remembered,
we kept hurting each other
I've always known this
but thinking about it again now
you were by my side
We imagined and teared off
the dream we put together
Even if it's not like before
I'll scream loud many times
"I want to be close to you"
So smile and show me again
the corners of that picture
It may be useless but
let's dance for now
now and forever
We imagined and teared off
the dream we put together
Even if it's not like before
I'll scream loud many times
"I want to be close to you"
So smile and show me again
the corners of that picture
Chekku no Uan Piisu (Check One Piece)
I noticed something somehow
looking at the city at night
They say it sparkles so pretty
but I couldn't see it at all
This city goes toward tomorrow
bringing many different lights and shadows
I wonder if in the middle of this
we were sparkling too
From now on
everytime I'll see a check one piece
who knows if I'll remember you
I don't want to, I don't want.
Anyway
to be able to tell you that I'm fine
if we're going to meet again one day
I'll try to light up a tomorrow without you
The things you ordered
were always more delicious,
you were always right,
probably our breaking was obvious
I don't really remember
all the things you gave me
but I cherished them all
I cherished them all
From now on
everytime I'll see a check one piece
who knows if I'll remember you
I don't want to, I don't want.
Anyway
to be able to tell you that I'm fine
if we're going to meet again one day
I'll search for somebody else
that matches me more than you
Mr. Perfect
Thank you, goodbye
I've always been so twisted
I can't live with somebody like you
that's why I'm waving off from here
I have to become a person that can be loved
I wish to become somebody that will never be hated
To live having at least some fun
I will throw away my vulnerable heart
To try to not hurt other people
I'll crush my eyes that always spot the bad things
To never lose anybody again
I'll stitch my poisoned mouth
To not hear mean words again
I'll shut my ears with the hands
I should change soon
into the person I want to be
I don't need myself as I am now
If I'm able to throw things away
it should happen soon
Thank you, goodbye
I've always been so twisted
I can't live with somebody like you
that's why I'm waving off from here
To not be ignored by people that come and go
I will even stop my feet from walking
I want the answers to be revealed soon
I don't need this head always worrying
I have nothing else to throw away
If I'll ever be a perfect human being
What can I do now?
What should I do now?
What in the world?
Nothing else...
I should change soon
into the person I want to be
I don't need myself as I am now
If I'm able to throw things away
it should happen soon
Thank you, goodbye
I've always been so twisted
I can't live with somebody like you
that's why I'm waving off from here
I wanted to become another person
but still here there's nobody,
nobody else but me...
Koboreochite (Scattering)
Choosing too carefully the meaningful things
you may end up to miss something important
Like this, I chose the essential things but
I feel like their value is decreasing
As I find the reasons
I understand it's nobody's fault
The important things and precious people
should have made me stronger though...
The days scatter and sink
carrying away sadness and doubts
When did I start crying?
It can't be helped when nothing changes.
I'll change again and when we'll meet
I'll surely be another person
And then I'll know it
If there will be a name to my change
it must be the one of "adult"
No matter how much I'll have to struggle
As I know myself more I realize
that I can't expect anything
This time I'll go on searching
for a precise unknown explanation
The days scatter and sink
carrying away sadness and doubts
When did I start crying?
It can't be helped when nothing changes.
I'll change again and when we'll meet
I'll surely be another person
And then I'll know it
If I'm really searching for a change
I won't ever be able to go back
No matter how much I'll have to struggle
I can't blame anybody anymore
I can't make up excuses again
I swear to be strong and survive
So all these weakness and failure...
The days scatter and sink
carrying away sadness and doubts
When did I start crying?
It can't be helped when nothing changes.
I'll change again and when we'll meet
I'll surely be another person
And then I'll know it
If there will be a name to my change
it must be the one of "adult"
No matter how much I'll have to struggle
[Why does this song make me think of Shige?? T_____T]
Densha no mado kara (From the train window)
As I watch the scenary of the
city where I born and lived
from outside the window
the silver train goes,
it goes carrying me away
I just laughed and knew nothing
I can't go back to those days though
Now that I've been given wisdom and words
I should be able to laugh properly...
From the train window
I can see the same old city
Why does it make me sad?
Why am I crying?
Those days I looked at the trains
and they symbolized my dreams
Now that I'll soon be there
why am I crying?
I don't have the courage to throw all away
These are nothing but idle complains
Back then I wanted this so much, so much,
now the tickets are in my hand,
I shouldn't feel lost at all.
From the train window
I can see the same old city
Why does it make me sad?
Why am I crying?
Why am I crying?
Shiawase (Happiness)
In reality I already knew
how much you liked that guy
and that I was at your side
but had no chances
Really, I knew it well
You were falling in love
and I was besides you
slowly falling for you
You smiled without noticing
I always stared at your profile
Since the beginning
I only wished for your happiness
Even if it won't be with me
until the very end
I'll hide my feelings to you
and push your back from the side
I want your happiness
more than anybody else
What are you doing now is
the last thing I want to know
but I keep listening
because I prefer that to
not being able to see you anymore
What I wanted to tell you
is not the time of the last train,
not bad words about your boyfriend,
is just that I noticed your new haircut
and you look really good in it
Since the beginning
I only wished for your happiness
Even if it won't be with me
until the very end
I'll hide my feelings to you
and push your back from the side
I'll stay there a little more
Before I fell so hard for you
our hands must have met sometime
I fell hoping that you'd choose me
Even if it didn't come true,
even if I can't tell you anything,
I want to cherish my feelings
I'm serious
I miss you
But being with you now
it's still too painful
You know, I came before
that guy there...
Anyway if you're in love
as much as I am with you
then I'm obviously not the right one
Since the beginning
I only wished for your happiness
Even if it won't be with me
until the very end
I'll hide my feelings to you
and push your back from the side
I want your happiness
more than anybody else
Hajimari hajimari (The beginning)
Reading again the last message I sent you
I'm glad I ended it with a question.
Ah, I could be a little more funny!
I close my eyes and I remember
the voice and face I love.
I'm so happy that I met you.
The scenary seems to dance
but there's no hope of course.
I'll try to call you tomorrow night
Please understand the meaning
of my meaningless call.
Uhm...she hasn't replied yet,
I'll better pretend I'm sleeping
and reply tomorrow morning.
Ah, I can be more manly than this too!
I'll wait there until the phone rings,
so I'll be sure that nothing happens.
I'm so happy that I met you.
The scenary seems to dance
but I don't have too much hope.
I'll try to call you tomorrow night
Please understand the meaning
of my meaningless call.
Anyway, do you have a boyfriend or not?
I haven't asked this yet.
If I go on with this pace
the sun will rise instead of going down.
I'm so happy that I met you.
The scenary seems to dance
but I don't have too much hope.
I'll try to call you tomorrow night
Please understand the meaning
of my meaningless call.
I wish you noticed since the beginning
I'm not a boy that ever follow advices
But still at the very end
I will be able to properly say it.
I can feel it, wait a little more, ok?
Shinja yo moumoku de are (Believers are blind)
As I fix my eyes on it
the scenary becomes blurred
If it was something important
it would disappear as well
The most I try to pay attention
the most I can't hear anything
When I'm between the crowd
it gets further and further
The answer is that there are no answers
What can I do with all these questions?
For what should I walk on?
It should be something easy
if you're convinced of everything
Right
Since when I'm so insecure?
I'm so scared, there's nothing I can do
I waver between pride and desperation
Soon
Give me a good landmark
between narcisism and anxiety
Ahead? Left? Black? Blue?
Is there something like this?
In this endless conflict
I start to feel sick
I heat up my meal in the microwave
am I destroying my stomach?
If I wait a little more surely
somebody nice will come and pat my back
Waiting holding my head
isn't the answer anymore
Probably it's: "It can't be helped"
These days I live bearing my uneasiness
should make me stronger one day
so they should end sooner or later
Right
Since when I'm so insecure?
I'm so scared, there's nothing I can do
I waver between pride and desperation
Soon
There are no good landmark
between narcisism and anxiety
so I'll close my eyes
and go on walking anyway