WAR
So a lot has happened since I have been at school. A lot of stuff that I kept bottled up inside until 3 nights ago. Thats when I couldn't do it anymore. I partied with the boys, Nate made me a drink and I did shots after that. I sat on the floor in Anthony's room for almost 2 hours and cried, and cried on his shoulder. Everyone kept asking what was wrong, but Anthony just played it off that I had a stomach ache, but Nate and Anthony knew what was really wrong. The boys ended up taking care of me and Nate, it wasn't pretty. I need to learn to deal with my problems and not try to drink them away cause it only makes it worse. I need to talk to Nate and get things good between us again. Its getting better, we were talking last night before he left for home. Time will tell what happens to me while i'm here.
Today I leave with the boys to San Jose. We are going to a Renaissance War until Sunday. It will be awesome. But i'm the only girl so it might be kinda interesting. And i'm bunking with Anthony, but he is the safe bet, he is bi, he wont bug me and I've slept in the same bed as him before. He is a cuddle bug its kinda funny. Though when we sleep he likes to mess with my belly button ring....what is guys fascination with a belly button ring? Can anyone tell me? Anyway have to go pack.
Hazzah.
Today I leave with the boys to San Jose. We are going to a Renaissance War until Sunday. It will be awesome. But i'm the only girl so it might be kinda interesting. And i'm bunking with Anthony, but he is the safe bet, he is bi, he wont bug me and I've slept in the same bed as him before. He is a cuddle bug its kinda funny. Though when we sleep he likes to mess with my belly button ring....what is guys fascination with a belly button ring? Can anyone tell me? Anyway have to go pack.
Hazzah.