going to second home
So i'm going back to school this morning. we leave at 3am. and i figure it would be pointless for me to go to bed for 2 hrs and then wake up again, plus i haven't finished my essay yet. So i have to do that, then put the 32 chocolate chip scones that i made in a tupperware. then i have to take a shower and leave. home, well kinda. its weird, this is my first weekend back and i feel like i never left, but i also feel like i fully don't belong here anymore. I feel like i have grown up so much over the past month without even realizing it.
And I love gay men, so sean called me and was all hey beautiful its sean call me back. They always make me feel good for some reason, like there compliments are real and not just trying to get in my pants. Yeah i have been having problems with that, guys just trying to get in my pants, not sure i like college guys. Not to mention they are really forceful. But i don't really have to worry about dealing with college guys. looks like i have something going at home, which is kinda funny considering i have protested it for so long, i guess you cant deny your heart forever. we will see if it works out.
So RJ wants to come up and go shopping in SF. And Sean wants to come up to break in his new car (by driving it). I want someone to come up for Halloween though. I'm going to a ren war at the beginning of OCT. And Anthony is taking me to ren dance lessons, that is going to be entertaining. and how am i supposed to dance with someone who is 6'3" when i'm a foot shorter than him and cant wear heals cause they didn't have them then?
Determined to stay awake until 3.
And I love gay men, so sean called me and was all hey beautiful its sean call me back. They always make me feel good for some reason, like there compliments are real and not just trying to get in my pants. Yeah i have been having problems with that, guys just trying to get in my pants, not sure i like college guys. Not to mention they are really forceful. But i don't really have to worry about dealing with college guys. looks like i have something going at home, which is kinda funny considering i have protested it for so long, i guess you cant deny your heart forever. we will see if it works out.
So RJ wants to come up and go shopping in SF. And Sean wants to come up to break in his new car (by driving it). I want someone to come up for Halloween though. I'm going to a ren war at the beginning of OCT. And Anthony is taking me to ren dance lessons, that is going to be entertaining. and how am i supposed to dance with someone who is 6'3" when i'm a foot shorter than him and cant wear heals cause they didn't have them then?
Determined to stay awake until 3.