Life
So today I start over. I took a drive on wed night, and if you know me, a drive means trouble. I only take them if I really have a lot on my mind. I ended up 30 miles from San Fransisco before I turned around and got back at like 1:30 yesterday morning. It cleared my head, made everything come into prospective and helped me get over shit that hapened at the beginning of this school year stuff i'll have to deal with but now won't be as hard. I feel good about things. I found forcing things don't work. And I need to just let things happen, which I'm doing. Life is too short to be stressed over things you can't take back.
I'm tired. I was up with the boys tell 5:30 this morning drinking, smoking, playing poker, bullshit and halo. The boys are now sleeping and I'm board, I only got 5 hours of sleep but I can't go to sleep. I'm listening to music and enjoying the coolness up here. I come home for the races on Oct. 15. I think I will stay at my dads house so I will be in the OC. I might bring a friend home too.
I'm tired. I was up with the boys tell 5:30 this morning drinking, smoking, playing poker, bullshit and halo. The boys are now sleeping and I'm board, I only got 5 hours of sleep but I can't go to sleep. I'm listening to music and enjoying the coolness up here. I come home for the races on Oct. 15. I think I will stay at my dads house so I will be in the OC. I might bring a friend home too.