i'm back!
well here i sit at my desk in old bosch 221 and i am sooo bored. i just couldn't wait to get back and now i have nothing to do, well i mean i have stuff to do but i don't feel like doing work. i have a psych assignmet and its so hard and confusing i don't know what i am doing, so instead of trying to figure it out i decided to write a journal entry.i don't really know where to begin, my day wasn't really too eventful. i went to the bank today to take out money and the bitch wouldn't let me take it out b/c apparently i still need my mommy to do that for me.....give me a break i'm 18, so i just went to another bank and they gave it to me no problem...that will show her! but then i proceeded home and packed up the bomber and headed back to canisius, only to be greeted by extremly loud annoying construction machines........ahhhhh...they were so loud, but i must say there is a really big hole outside of our hall window and i'm gonna b honest it kinda looked like it would b fun to play in..i mentioned this to laura and she said that we should sneak out to play in it, but then she reminded me that we are on PROB....so u know basically we can't fuck up, and i'm not too sure how kate duffy or dewrag would like to come outside and find "two lost souls playing in a fish bowl"...which is exactly what it would b..but i dunno laura we'll keep thinking about it, i know that once we get high again, we are really gonna want to play in it. speaking of which i really want to get high, i haven't smoked in over 40 days and i just wish me and laura didn't have work to do and that we had some supplies and that tonite we could do nothin but eat, smoke, and be married...or something like that...n e ways ahhhh who know whats goin on in my life......."i don't know where i'm goin but i sure know where i've been"......"i've made up my mind, i ain't wastin no more time!"....ya exactly thats what i'm doin......sorry i'm just jammin out to a little whitesnake, i dunno what has gotten into me lately, i have been acting really weird, not myself...who knows maybe this is who i really am? i'm still on the discovery stage, wow i really don't know where all this is coming from, i was just gonna write a little journal entry, i didn't really have n e thing planned and this is just kind of all coming out, my fingers are doing the talkin....oh wow........i think i am just really bored....i was even considering calling "the dj"...don't worry i didn't but have no fear he called me, and pretty much demanded that we hang out tommro and i was like sorry thats really not a good day for me and hes like well i'm gonna come visit u at the dorm then and i was like NO....there is not a lot of room here in the triple.........which makes me think of what me and laura were talking about earlier...we are really gonna miss this place, we only have 1 month left, i am excited to be able to move into a real apt....but honestly there are sooo many memeories from bosch 221.......i'd b here all nite if i tried to list them, i know that whoever moves in here next year definatly will not do it justice, but they better sure try!..i know that the 3 of us kinda all got thrown into this triple but lookin back on it now, i wouldn't have wanted it any other way....this room has been good to us, and whoever gets its next year better treat it w/ the respect it deserves.ok well now that i've babbled on for a while about pretty usless information, i dunno maybe i'll try and get some work done...not likely, but i'm gonna go n e ways
~laura
~laura