its official
so let this b official...i'm pissed off!, like not just a little mad, i'm furious. i can tell this is gonna b the start of a horrible day. it all started last nite, we went out b/c its wed so thats what we do. 1st we went over to c renee b/c it was her b day and that was fine, then we headed to witch drx which was ok too b/c we smoked and that was fun!!then we get into the bar and its pretty crowed for only being 11:15, well this of course meant no bar stools, and let me tell u when ur high at witch drx, u really have to sit. so we just started wandering around u know talking to people being "social" i guess u would say, and of course my "crush" is there, and u know we both pretend we don't c eachother, and we don't really say hi...until right b4 we left we both passed eachother and we looked right at eachother and all he says is "whats up" in this voice like hes too cool for me.....well FUCK YOU!!, i mean where does he get off acting like hes better then me or like were just some random acquatiances.whatever i just want to b like i'm done b/c i don't even know y i like him in the 1st place, but i know that the next time hes nice to me its just gonna start all over again, what the hell is my problem?....ok so n e ways that kinda started my bad mood, so 2 days ago i get this parking ticket, for parking in bosch...well that cute and all expect for the fact that i have a pass to park there. so i go to public safety to take care of it and the guys like well i'll find out and get back to u, so i call today and i have to go down there and talk to him. he basically tells me that the ticket stays, b/c his officer said she checks everything, r u fucking kidding me?...maybe the thing she needs to check is her eyes, b/c i had the pass in my window, it has been there since i got it in like feb. so he tells me that the only thing i can do is plead not guilty, hes like ya i believe u but theres nothing i can do about it. u can take the pass to court and show them, i told my mom and she like y don't we just pay it, and thats not the problem, like i would do that just to get it over with but i was allowed to b there, and y should i b punished for something i didn't do, its so unfair.aaaahhhhhh whatever i have to get to class, so maybe one of these times i'll have some good updates
~laura
~laura