Shyness can stop you, from doing all the things in life you'd like to
Dearest Nobility,
Wow. Just wow. Um. I found out something today, that I'm not allowed to say. But I'm like, totally floored. You all know that feeling right? When someone tells you something that you didn't see even remotely coming? But...when I look at it, all the signs were there, and I just didn't pick up on it.
Apparently Ryan bragged about my boobs today? Huh...interesting topic. I asked him how he got on it, but he wouldn't tell me, he was just laughing. Whatever. I wanna know who he was talking to though.
So....yea. I hate debating with people I care about. When it's in sociology it's fine. But when I'm talking to someone I care about, I get flustered, and I can't get what I want to say out. And I hate it because if we're debating, it means I feel really strongly about whatever it is, otherwise I wouldn't bother. And the topic I was debating with this person about makes me genuinely upset, especially the side they were taking. So I was like, on the verge of tears trying to say what I wanted. And they kept saying horrible things (horrible in my opinion anyway) and I wanted to say "No! You're wrong! Don't you see how BAD that is?!" but I couldn't.
Whatever, I mean, it doesn't change our relationship at all. I just, I'm very stubborn on certain things (*cough*like my view of the government*cough*) and I hate when people try to tell me I'm wrong. I'm pretty sure I know what I'm talking about!!!
Sorry, okay, I love you all!!!!
Please remember that always. Seriously, I love you and I miss those of you who are away, and I want you to know that I think you are all wonderful people, and I want you to always be happy.
Yours Forever
Wow. Just wow. Um. I found out something today, that I'm not allowed to say. But I'm like, totally floored. You all know that feeling right? When someone tells you something that you didn't see even remotely coming? But...when I look at it, all the signs were there, and I just didn't pick up on it.
Apparently Ryan bragged about my boobs today? Huh...interesting topic. I asked him how he got on it, but he wouldn't tell me, he was just laughing. Whatever. I wanna know who he was talking to though.
So....yea. I hate debating with people I care about. When it's in sociology it's fine. But when I'm talking to someone I care about, I get flustered, and I can't get what I want to say out. And I hate it because if we're debating, it means I feel really strongly about whatever it is, otherwise I wouldn't bother. And the topic I was debating with this person about makes me genuinely upset, especially the side they were taking. So I was like, on the verge of tears trying to say what I wanted. And they kept saying horrible things (horrible in my opinion anyway) and I wanted to say "No! You're wrong! Don't you see how BAD that is?!" but I couldn't.
Whatever, I mean, it doesn't change our relationship at all. I just, I'm very stubborn on certain things (*cough*like my view of the government*cough*) and I hate when people try to tell me I'm wrong. I'm pretty sure I know what I'm talking about!!!
Sorry, okay, I love you all!!!!
Please remember that always. Seriously, I love you and I miss those of you who are away, and I want you to know that I think you are all wonderful people, and I want you to always be happy.
Yours Forever