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Dearest Nobility,
In sociology we have this special topics paper to do. We got to pick our topics. We have to do research and stuff. My topic is dating violence. All my research is very...enlightening.
LOSTISONTONIGHTOHMYGODIAMGONNADIECUZITISNEVERGONNABENINEOCLOCKANDIHAVETOWAITFORTHESTUPIDSHOWTOSTART!!!
hahaha,that was really sad
So, I had a dream about my wedding last night. But it wasn't really about my wedding. The WHOLE thing was about getting Kiri ready for it. Getting her hair done, fitting her for her dress, getting her make-up done. I don't think I ever saw myself even once. The whole thing was just watching her getting ready. And it wasn't 10 year old Kiri. It was like, 18 year old Kiri. She was stunning. I...I mean, I realize it was a dream, but she looked amazing. I don't know...something about seeing her all dressed up like that made me really sad. Like, when she DOES finally get dressed up like that she won't be my sweet little 10 year old sister anymore. She'll be grown up. I had a hard time just admitting she wasn't 8 anymore (for some reason that was my favorite age). Like, I'm worried that when she gets to be 18, I'll be what? 26? And we will have grown apart. And that scares me to death. Leaving Kiri to be raised soley by my parents? No. I won't let it happen. But....ugh...I don't even know what I'm saying. Nevermind.
Interview tomorrow! Wish me luck!!
Your Dreamer
In sociology we have this special topics paper to do. We got to pick our topics. We have to do research and stuff. My topic is dating violence. All my research is very...enlightening.
LOSTISONTONIGHTOHMYGODIAMGONNADIECUZITISNEVERGONNABENINEOCLOCKANDIHAVETOWAITFORTHESTUPIDSHOWTOSTART!!!
hahaha,that was really sad
So, I had a dream about my wedding last night. But it wasn't really about my wedding. The WHOLE thing was about getting Kiri ready for it. Getting her hair done, fitting her for her dress, getting her make-up done. I don't think I ever saw myself even once. The whole thing was just watching her getting ready. And it wasn't 10 year old Kiri. It was like, 18 year old Kiri. She was stunning. I...I mean, I realize it was a dream, but she looked amazing. I don't know...something about seeing her all dressed up like that made me really sad. Like, when she DOES finally get dressed up like that she won't be my sweet little 10 year old sister anymore. She'll be grown up. I had a hard time just admitting she wasn't 8 anymore (for some reason that was my favorite age). Like, I'm worried that when she gets to be 18, I'll be what? 26? And we will have grown apart. And that scares me to death. Leaving Kiri to be raised soley by my parents? No. I won't let it happen. But....ugh...I don't even know what I'm saying. Nevermind.
Interview tomorrow! Wish me luck!!
Your Dreamer