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{Edit: I have no idea what's up with the formatting on this, but I have no time to figure it out. Right. Just... ignore that. <3}
- Okay, so I went into this episode expecting to be hit with SOULCRUSHING ANGST and... to some degree, yes, I was. I mean, quite often throughout I was literally sitting there swearing under my breath and/or flailing and/or doing the whole half-covering-face, peeking-through-fingers-at-the-screen thing because I GET WAY WORKED UP OVER THIS SHOW, YO. But then, the end adfhntrkherheha PERFECT. YES. THAT WAS THE BEST THING EVER YESYESYES THANK YOU.
- OKAY, BACKTRACKING. I accidentally saw the opening credits with the names and everything and saw Adam!actor's name appear and was immediately hit with an anvil of OH MY GOD NO because even though I suspected that was the plan, I also was expecting the angst to be overwhelming and was not looking forward to having Dean's/Sam's ISSUES with the kid thrown on top of everything else. I was honestly swearing under my breath pretty regularly from that point on, and I generally don't swear so that's ... something, I don't know. Anyway. I was glad to see some character development from Adam, though! He's more like Dean than he is like Sam, but he's not actually a mini version of either of them, and it's GREAT. I didn't like the idea of keeping him around that much, originally, but right now I'm thinking I'd sort of like to see him stick around. Season six: ROADTRIP WITH LITTLEST!WINCHESTER AND CAS?
- Zach FINALLY DEAD OMG YES THANK YOU. I honestly liked him less than I liked Ruby 2.0 - so it was very satisfying that he got to die finally. And the whole first scene with him in it was pretty amusing - he was just off drinking and commiserating with that one dude, spending time with humans... and then BAM BOSSMAN.
- I was one of those who thought Dean was going to say Yes. I mean, I didn't really want him to (okay, I did, but only because of how much I really DIDN'T, which makes no sense when I put it like that, but it ... I don't know. It would be an interesting dynamic, but at the same time it's very NOOOOOO, much like drunk/high!Cas is for me). I thought his whole I DON'T BELIEVE IN YOU, SAM thing was possibly the most heartbreaking moment - short of the amulet thing (which will never be beat in CRUSHING ERIN'S SOUL ON TELEVISION, I think *knocks on wood*) - and thought he'd just... go through with it. And then Sam would be on some epic quest to get him back or something, I don't know, that's the way my fic-brain goes with it. Anyway, so I thought he was just going to go out. I was pleasantly surprised, though! His plan was very good, fooled everyone, and I'm glad that he was like YO, CONDITIONS. PEOPLE SAFE, AND YOU DEAD because that was <3<3<3 and I was trying to think of a list of people he'd want safe, but it turned out shockingly short, which made me sad all over again (because, I mean, the ones he'd pick are obvious choices, and there are people who can't be on that list because they're already dead, and it's just sort of sucky, you know?)
- Um, so then the ending scene, in the car, COMPLETELY MADE ME HAPPY. Like, I was so worried the car scene would be something along the lines of "I DIDN'T CHANGE MY MIND FOR YOU, SAM, I'M STILL GONNA DO IT, JUST IT WASN'T THE RIGHT TIME, RAWR BLAHBLAHBLAH" but instead he just RECOGNIZED SAM IS A PERSON NOT JUST HIS LITTLE BROTHER AND WENT BACK TO HIS OLD WAYS OF WANTING TO KICK ASS AND KFNHKDLFNHLKH LKDBH ERYE RFBJDFLH DEAAAAAN I HAVE MISSED YOU. SO MUCH. WELCOME BACK.
- Part of me wanted Sam to pull out the amulet at that moment, but ....then I thought about it more and I decided that it's okay that he didn't - they can save that for after they kill the devil, maybe. Or at the endend of the series, when everything is awesome and they drive off into the sunset to go kill vampires with their littlest brother and their pet angel in the back seat. Maybe Sam will be driving, even, or they'll be singing to the radio, or something. I just am going to hold on to the happy images and ignore logic that says that probably will not happen that way. :) I like my happy,
- So, in conclusion: DNHEFNHDFKJHNDFLKJTHJNHBFDFH YESSSSSSSSSSSSS SHOW, YOU HAVE PROVEN AGAIN WHY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
- There's totally more stuff to say about this but my mom is glaring at me because she thinks I'm an internet / Supernatural addict in the "you're SICK and unhealthy and NEED MENTAL HELP" sort of way (and that's not even a joke unfortunately, argh) so I am cutting this short.
- OH, BUT I JUST REMEMBERED THAT WHILE I WAS WATCHING I NOTICED THE COLORS! A LOT! I JUST READ META TODAY ABOUT THE COLORS, FROM zimshan I THINK, THAT TALKED ABOUT THE RED/BLUE/GREEN THING AND IT WAS VERY EVIDENT TONIGHT AND DFHDFHTHATH THAT WAS VERY COOL. :):):)
- Okay, done now. For tonight. fdsnhdfkjlnhadflh.