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Met with Spiffy yesterday. Told her I was going to take my therapy seriously and get my ahit together, all while hearing of her plight in the aftermath of our bad breakup Aside from feeling terrible for her misfortunes, I feel an overwhelming sense of responsibility. Not just because I caused it, but also because I feel I have a duty to do right by her. To help her in any way I can. I still love her and I wouldn't forgive myself if I didn't do sonething about it. I'm not trying to win her back, because I know that I blew it. I just want to do rigjt by her. Let het know that I'm not a complete asshole. To let her know that she isn't alone in all of this...niw I just have to figure out what I can do for her...I have to make this right.