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[spacecowboy1002]

I feel as though I'm truly alone in all of this. I know I was wrong, and I'm constantly paying for it. It's just getting harder and harder to deal with. I know I don't deserve to be supported, but I'm just as devastated by this as she is...it's just a slower, different kind of pain.

I dunno how much longer I can continue to be strong on my own.