Call me Desdenova, eternal light.
Right. I'm going to set things in place, in a similar manner to how I feel like setting a certain person's nose out of joint.
I can't make the tour, but I can make the evening stay-over. Seeing as I only have to babysit until 4:00/5:00-ish, I'll be in London by 7:00/8:00.
Ray/Kay, if you're reading this, would you mind waiting back for me?
I know it will be late by the time I reach Ofxord, but better late than not at all?
Besides, if we're planning on going all night, a slightly late entrance shouldn't matter that much. If it presents a problem, Alicia said she'd wait for me, then we'd travel to Oxford and catch you lot up.
I apologise for letting you all down, despite the fact this is beyond my control.
Listening to Blue Oyster Cult's "Astronomy" has helped me to calm down, seeing as it's probably (no exaggeration) the most beautiful sounding song ever written.
I suppose what I'm going to say sounds tired/cliched, but this weekend helped me to realise just how much I love Alicia. Despite feeling bad today, missing her badly, it made me realise just how special she is, and how lucky I am.
I was speaking to Mark not too long back, and he said to me;
"How can you love her? You're 17. You don't know what real love is."
This is an insensitive/pessimistic way to look at love - I believe love is love, no matter what age you are. You can never be 'too young' to love another person. Besides, if I'm too young to say that I really love Alicia, then what age does love for someone become 'real' love? There's no set age when love suddenly becomes real.
Human emotions cannot be simply filed, organised, and judged this way, they are far too complicated mechanisms to be treated in such a manner.
If you happen to be reading this, Alicia, these 3 words don't seem to mean nuch, but...I love you. I know I've said that before, but I mean it now more than any other time. I just want you to know that you'll always have a place in my heart.
I can't make the tour, but I can make the evening stay-over. Seeing as I only have to babysit until 4:00/5:00-ish, I'll be in London by 7:00/8:00.
Ray/Kay, if you're reading this, would you mind waiting back for me?
I know it will be late by the time I reach Ofxord, but better late than not at all?
Besides, if we're planning on going all night, a slightly late entrance shouldn't matter that much. If it presents a problem, Alicia said she'd wait for me, then we'd travel to Oxford and catch you lot up.
I apologise for letting you all down, despite the fact this is beyond my control.
Listening to Blue Oyster Cult's "Astronomy" has helped me to calm down, seeing as it's probably (no exaggeration) the most beautiful sounding song ever written.
I suppose what I'm going to say sounds tired/cliched, but this weekend helped me to realise just how much I love Alicia. Despite feeling bad today, missing her badly, it made me realise just how special she is, and how lucky I am.
I was speaking to Mark not too long back, and he said to me;
"How can you love her? You're 17. You don't know what real love is."
This is an insensitive/pessimistic way to look at love - I believe love is love, no matter what age you are. You can never be 'too young' to love another person. Besides, if I'm too young to say that I really love Alicia, then what age does love for someone become 'real' love? There's no set age when love suddenly becomes real.
Human emotions cannot be simply filed, organised, and judged this way, they are far too complicated mechanisms to be treated in such a manner.
If you happen to be reading this, Alicia, these 3 words don't seem to mean nuch, but...I love you. I know I've said that before, but I mean it now more than any other time. I just want you to know that you'll always have a place in my heart.