May 22, 2005 23:20
STUPID BITCH, I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU. I FUCKING HATE YOU. WHY?
Every time I want to see Alicia, you always make excuses, you always try and stop me. You do your fucking best to ruin things for me all the time. Why do you do it? WHY?
Is it because YOU ARE FUCKING JEALOUS OF LOSING OUT ON MY ATTENTION?
Way to go, mother. WAY TO FUCKING GO.
So on the 3rd, I have to take charge of YOUR fucking son while you go out and fill your makeup plastered face full of alcohol? WHORE. FUCKING HARLOT.
THE MINUTE I MENTIONED I WAS SEEING ALICIA THEN YOU SUDDENLY DECIDE TO TELL ME THAT I CAN'T. WHAT'S THE MATTER, YOU BITCH? Don't you like me paying attention to someone else rather than you? IS THAT WHAT IT IS YOU SELFISH FUCKING WITCH?
EVERY SINGLE FUCKING TIME I GO TO SEE HER YOU TRY AND THINK OF AN EXCUSE TO STOP ME OR GET ME AWAY FROM HER EARLY. WHAT IS THE POINT?
I swear, one of these days, you're going to do that to me for the last time. You will push me over the edge, and I will beat you.
I hope you're pleased with yourself now. Do you know how unhappy you've made me?
Do you? No, no. I don't think you do. As usual, it's self self self FUCKING SELF. It's all you think about isn't it?
You know, it isn't just that. It's the same with my father, too. Every time I want to see him during the holidays you make excuses, you seek to ruin, to sabotage.
This is a whole different FUCKING kettle of fish though, isn't it, bitch? I know why you don't want me to see my dad. It's because YOU are jealous of the love he gets. JUST BECAUSE YOU DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT HIS FEELINGS DOESN'T MEAN I SHOULD FOLLOW YOUR STUPID CHILDISH EXAMPLE, DOES IT?