do wishes ever come true?
Its funny when you find yourself wanting someone you thought you'd never want. Then when you think about it, you actually have no idea why you want them so bad. You seem to forget about everything else you've ever wanted. Two lovely boys are currently making me feel like this. But now it seems as if they may be caught up in their own lives and don't have room to let me in. I don't want there to be a wall between us, I want it to be an open door. But I want never matters, does it? I wish they would let me in and let me be apart of them. You never know... maybe some day my wishes will actually come true...
[[ f I r s t s >
First Best Friend: Carolyn
First break-up: ooosh um I think his name was David, I don't really remember him, guess it wasn't too memorable
First screen name: horsegirl08 or something like that
First self purchased cd: I think it was the Pocohontas sountrack
First funeral: one of my friends when I was about 6
First pets: my sister and I shared 6 fish... exciting.
First extreme piercing/tattoo: I don't have any yet... key word: yet
First enemy: Lisa. after she strangled Carolyn... I also don't like stuck up rich bitches
First big trip: to Colombia when I was 7
First music you remember: sountrack to some disney movie
[[ l a s t s >
Last cigarette: hmmm I think it was whenever John, Mary, Casey, and I were in the car with Sara Jackson. Its been awhile...
Last car ride: Way home from Bob Evans with Danielle and the family
Last kiss: last month
Last good cry: a couple days ago
Last movie watched: In Good Company, last night
Last beverage drank: cherry coke
Last food consumed: granola bar
Last crush: cris/john
Last phone call: a couple hours ago from my sister
Last time showered: yesterday
Last shoes worn: pink chucks
Last item bought: 2 sticks of eyeliner and conditioner at walgreens at 11:30 last night
Last annoyance: bitches who think they're all cool and shit
Last time wanting to die: a couple weeks ago
[[ r e l a t i o n s h i p s >
01. who are your closer friends? Carolyn, Mary, Gabs, Marg, Cris
02. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? no, unfortunately
[[ s p e c i f i c s >
1. Do you do drugs? on occasion
2. What kind of shampoo do you use? brilliant brunette
3. What are you most scared of? dying alone
4. What are you listening to right now? nothing
5. Who is the last person that called you? my sister
6. Where do you want to get married? i have no idea
7. What would you change about yourself? i put myself down a lot and i open up too much
[[ h a v e | y o u | e v e r >
1. Given anyone a bath? yes
2. Smoked? yes
3. Bungee jumped? no
4. Made yourself throw up? yes
5. Skinny dipped? yes
6: Ever been in love? maybe
7. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? once
8. Pictured your crush naked? maybe
9. Actually seen your crush naked? haha..no
10. Cried when someone died? of course
11. Lied: yes
12. Fallen for your best friend? yes
13. Been rejected? yes
14. Rejected someone? yes
15. Used someone? no
16. Done something you regret? yes
[[ w h o | d o | y o u | w a n n a >
Kill: nobody
Slap: lots of people
Get high with: there are a few
Look like: someone skinny
[[ n u m b e r >
Of times i have had my heart broken: twice
Of hearts i have broken: i'm hoping none
Of guys i've kissed: oh goodness... i really have no idea
Of girls i've kissed: a couple
Of continents i have lived in: one
Of tight friends: 5 maybe
Of cds i own: i have never counted
Of scars on my body: too many to count
[[ f i n a l | q u e s t i o n s >
1. Gold or silver: Silver
2. What was the last film you saw at the movies: traveling pants
3. Who would you love being locked in a room with: hmmm
4. Could you live without your computer: no
5. Would you color your hair: yes
6. Habla espanol: a bit
7. Drink alcohol: sometimes
8. Like watching sunrises or sunsets: both
9. What hurts the most: when people hurt me emotionally
[[ f I r s t s >
First Best Friend: Carolyn
First break-up: ooosh um I think his name was David, I don't really remember him, guess it wasn't too memorable
First screen name: horsegirl08 or something like that
First self purchased cd: I think it was the Pocohontas sountrack
First funeral: one of my friends when I was about 6
First pets: my sister and I shared 6 fish... exciting.
First extreme piercing/tattoo: I don't have any yet... key word: yet
First enemy: Lisa. after she strangled Carolyn... I also don't like stuck up rich bitches
First big trip: to Colombia when I was 7
First music you remember: sountrack to some disney movie
[[ l a s t s >
Last cigarette: hmmm I think it was whenever John, Mary, Casey, and I were in the car with Sara Jackson. Its been awhile...
Last car ride: Way home from Bob Evans with Danielle and the family
Last kiss: last month
Last good cry: a couple days ago
Last movie watched: In Good Company, last night
Last beverage drank: cherry coke
Last food consumed: granola bar
Last crush: cris/john
Last phone call: a couple hours ago from my sister
Last time showered: yesterday
Last shoes worn: pink chucks
Last item bought: 2 sticks of eyeliner and conditioner at walgreens at 11:30 last night
Last annoyance: bitches who think they're all cool and shit
Last time wanting to die: a couple weeks ago
[[ r e l a t i o n s h i p s >
01. who are your closer friends? Carolyn, Mary, Gabs, Marg, Cris
02. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? no, unfortunately
[[ s p e c i f i c s >
1. Do you do drugs? on occasion
2. What kind of shampoo do you use? brilliant brunette
3. What are you most scared of? dying alone
4. What are you listening to right now? nothing
5. Who is the last person that called you? my sister
6. Where do you want to get married? i have no idea
7. What would you change about yourself? i put myself down a lot and i open up too much
[[ h a v e | y o u | e v e r >
1. Given anyone a bath? yes
2. Smoked? yes
3. Bungee jumped? no
4. Made yourself throw up? yes
5. Skinny dipped? yes
6: Ever been in love? maybe
7. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? once
8. Pictured your crush naked? maybe
9. Actually seen your crush naked? haha..no
10. Cried when someone died? of course
11. Lied: yes
12. Fallen for your best friend? yes
13. Been rejected? yes
14. Rejected someone? yes
15. Used someone? no
16. Done something you regret? yes
[[ w h o | d o | y o u | w a n n a >
Kill: nobody
Slap: lots of people
Get high with: there are a few
Look like: someone skinny
[[ n u m b e r >
Of times i have had my heart broken: twice
Of hearts i have broken: i'm hoping none
Of guys i've kissed: oh goodness... i really have no idea
Of girls i've kissed: a couple
Of continents i have lived in: one
Of tight friends: 5 maybe
Of cds i own: i have never counted
Of scars on my body: too many to count
[[ f i n a l | q u e s t i o n s >
1. Gold or silver: Silver
2. What was the last film you saw at the movies: traveling pants
3. Who would you love being locked in a room with: hmmm
4. Could you live without your computer: no
5. Would you color your hair: yes
6. Habla espanol: a bit
7. Drink alcohol: sometimes
8. Like watching sunrises or sunsets: both
9. What hurts the most: when people hurt me emotionally