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Fathers' Day. What a wonderful day for me. Not.
So at the moment I look like shit.
Messy hair.
Haven't changed my clothes.
Have glasses on.
I heard Frank Sinatra today and broke down. My dad always said that whenever he went to heaven, he and his favorite singer would be best friends. Everytime he took me some where he would play Frank Sinatra on cassette in our huge van that everyone knew about. He'd sing along and sound exactly like him. Occasionally he'd look over to me and give me the biggest smile. Whenever he smiled at me, my whole world lit up. I haven't seen that smile in 4 years. I haven't felt like my world was lit up in 4 years. I miss him so much and days like this make me miss him even more. I see all these daughters with their dad's and then I come down because I know that I don't have that anymore.
I miss you daddy.
♥ becca
I'd do anything just to hear you say the sound of my name
So at the moment I look like shit.
Messy hair.
Haven't changed my clothes.
Have glasses on.
I heard Frank Sinatra today and broke down. My dad always said that whenever he went to heaven, he and his favorite singer would be best friends. Everytime he took me some where he would play Frank Sinatra on cassette in our huge van that everyone knew about. He'd sing along and sound exactly like him. Occasionally he'd look over to me and give me the biggest smile. Whenever he smiled at me, my whole world lit up. I haven't seen that smile in 4 years. I haven't felt like my world was lit up in 4 years. I miss him so much and days like this make me miss him even more. I see all these daughters with their dad's and then I come down because I know that I don't have that anymore.
I miss you daddy.
♥ becca
I'd do anything just to hear you say the sound of my name