Comments | soulessrain: days gone by

soulessrain

days gone by

Dec 27, 2004 17:55

what happened to the days when everything was so easy to decide? All you had to figure out was what you were gonna wear to school and who'd you eat with at lunch. Now it's deciding whether or not I want to go to that school. Calvin. Do I want to go back? Do I want to stay home? Why does it feel like either way I'll end up letting somebody down ( Read more... )

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letting down j10_10 December 28 2004, 02:44:54 UTC

Is it going to be worth the pain of going there for another 5 months? Do you really want to be sad about being away from you home just to make your home happy? You need to make this descion based on what you want to do with your life, not what other want you to do with your life. You're not a kid anymore. You're parents are amazing, but sometimes you have to let them down to make them love you more. In the end it will be better.

Re: letting down soulessrain December 31 2004, 00:47:24 UTC

babes, you're correct. :)

angelgirlo04 December 30 2004, 04:37:38 UTC

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soulessrain December 31 2004, 00:46:28 UTC

thanks sam! you're an awesome friend and i love you dearly and i regret to inform you that i have made my decision. I'm staying home and will be attending the community college and then when i receive my AA i will most likely be attending Central. my plane ticket is changed, i'm coming january 4th and will be leaving january 8th. nea doesn't know, nor does jamie. they will know soon though... I'll see you while I'm out there. You are great Sam and I appreciate your support through all of this. Love you!

angelgirlo04 January 1 2005, 10:38:52 UTC

I love you too and I can't wait to see you! I kind of had a feeling that is what was going to happen when you got home and saw everything you missed and all the friends who were back home without you and could hang out with Marty just about any time you wanted to. I just glad you made this decision for you and not for anyone else. I hope you enjoy being at the community college more than you liked calvin. Always remember that the stars only shine when they are in the dark and man are you a star or what. I sincerely hope and pray that you grow in the Lord and that you make your faith your own much more than you felt it was here in Michigan. I also want to tell you that something that has been on my mind sense we talked was when you told me that you had said to someone that you didn't think you would ever be with Marty because you couldn't be with someone who loved the Lord like that and that made you feel so inferior or something to that affect. You know what you said and you can ignore the parts I just made up in there but I wanted ( ... )