days gone by
what happened to the days when everything was so easy to decide? All you had to figure out was what you were gonna wear to school and who'd you eat with at lunch. Now it's deciding whether or not I want to go to that school. Calvin. Do I want to go back? Do I want to stay home? Why does it feel like either way I'll end up letting somebody down? If I stay, i'll be letting my parents and grandparents down, if I go, i'll be letting myself down. I have dreams, goals, aspirations, and I don't feel like they're going to be accomplished where I don't want to be, where I have no desire to succeed. It's my choice. Why is it so hard to make? Impulse is telling me to stay, logic is telling me to go. I've been there, done that, wasn't what I had hoped for, wasn't what I expected. I know what I want to do, but is it what I need to do? I think I've made my decision.
God, it is in your hands
Please pray.
God, it is in your hands
Please pray.