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[soulessrain]

a girl on my floor left yesterday
transferring somewhere else i'm imagining
everyone watched her go with sadness
i watched her go with jealousy
the more i sit here and think about it
the more this just doesn't feel right
so why am i still here?
because i lack the capacity to disappoint
i'm not here for me
i'm here for them
and i don't think this is worth their approval