bloggin' in da mornin'
haha as u can see im up pretty early 2day! =) woke up at 6.15 actually.. so i cld bathe in the morning.. hmm well supposed to go sch 2day but now im feeling lik i'd rather stay at home.. ohwell.. =/ but i dno, will i be letting down my maid who got up to iron my skirt for me? sigh. she'll definitely be pissed. hmm. but i seriously dont quite feel like going to sch.. why ah? maybe cuz i dun haf a muggin place im eager to go to.. lol.. oasis can be pretty hot n stuffy durin e afternoon.. actually wanted to go library but juz dont feel like lugging all my stuff into the lib and see so mani ppl ard me =/ so go where to study? hijack a classrm? lol.. well i'll see how.. but chances are, i wont be going sch 2day lah. juz hope ill haf the willpower n discipline to make full use of my day..
juz now durin my bath, i was thinking about Gummy again. it's not that ive resumed liking her.. it's juz that i was thinkin abt all the times she did stuff that made me wonder.. sending mixed signals, as J terms it. like, if she din feel smth, or if she's so straight, how come she smiled at me in that way that makes me think otherwise? am i that paranoid? how come her msges sounded so hyper n happy? n cheeky, even. how come.. how come she'd look shy whenever i stared at her for too long? sigh. *bangs head on desk* i guess.. she's juz that kinda person? haha.. but makes me feel lik.. i dno.. she toyed with my feelings! ahhh! no la. i guess i juz wanted to believe that she reciprocated my feelings, so i took every lil thing as a sign? sigh.. i guess with girls u cant always be too sure huh. dno if they like u or if they're juz lik that lo. lol..
my mom gave me the letter frm NTU that i forgot to open.. came a few days ago i guess. sigh. it's this letter frm the chair of sch of physical n mathematical sciences in NTU.. telling me abt his 'A' lvl experience n giving me advice on how to make mine good =/ and it includes a handbook with exam advice too lol. and at the back page it had this image of an 'A'-level results cert with all As on it! i was lik holding it and staring at it no end.. sigh. the letter was lik welcoming me to join them at NTU or smth.. i wonder how they know who to send these letters to.. but well, well weiren said last night hit me quite hard.. when he said that cert will prob be mine, and itll haf my name on it and all.. and that i can get it if i work hard enuf.. i dno lah, i felt both a surge of adrenaline and apprehension.. somehow this makes me realise that all along ive been doubting that i can get straight As.. but it makes me shake to think of the possibility.. im gonna put my all into making sure my cert comes out the way i want it to =)) thanks weiren!! your cert can look lik that too! haha cept itll have econs on it instead of physics..
so lil days left!! ahhhh! the pressure is getting higher.. n fast. im scared =( GP is drawing closer n closer n i havnt written any essays for phua to vet.. shit.. haiiix >
juz now durin my bath, i was thinking about Gummy again. it's not that ive resumed liking her.. it's juz that i was thinkin abt all the times she did stuff that made me wonder.. sending mixed signals, as J terms it. like, if she din feel smth, or if she's so straight, how come she smiled at me in that way that makes me think otherwise? am i that paranoid? how come her msges sounded so hyper n happy? n cheeky, even. how come.. how come she'd look shy whenever i stared at her for too long? sigh. *bangs head on desk* i guess.. she's juz that kinda person? haha.. but makes me feel lik.. i dno.. she toyed with my feelings! ahhh! no la. i guess i juz wanted to believe that she reciprocated my feelings, so i took every lil thing as a sign? sigh.. i guess with girls u cant always be too sure huh. dno if they like u or if they're juz lik that lo. lol..
my mom gave me the letter frm NTU that i forgot to open.. came a few days ago i guess. sigh. it's this letter frm the chair of sch of physical n mathematical sciences in NTU.. telling me abt his 'A' lvl experience n giving me advice on how to make mine good =/ and it includes a handbook with exam advice too lol. and at the back page it had this image of an 'A'-level results cert with all As on it! i was lik holding it and staring at it no end.. sigh. the letter was lik welcoming me to join them at NTU or smth.. i wonder how they know who to send these letters to.. but well, well weiren said last night hit me quite hard.. when he said that cert will prob be mine, and itll haf my name on it and all.. and that i can get it if i work hard enuf.. i dno lah, i felt both a surge of adrenaline and apprehension.. somehow this makes me realise that all along ive been doubting that i can get straight As.. but it makes me shake to think of the possibility.. im gonna put my all into making sure my cert comes out the way i want it to =)) thanks weiren!! your cert can look lik that too! haha cept itll have econs on it instead of physics..
so lil days left!! ahhhh! the pressure is getting higher.. n fast. im scared =( GP is drawing closer n closer n i havnt written any essays for phua to vet.. shit.. haiiix >