Al Funghi rocks my tummy! XD alrightt!
been quite some time since i last blogged.. haha life feels good living by a timetable =) i shldve made it long time ago.. and i feel happy mugging too. now i know when to do what.. haha.. and not like living aimlessly (it seemed) lik what i used to do in the previous weeks.. ohwell at least i learnt smth.. shant waste time regretting.. sigh.. the mere thought of it makes me sad. haha.
the weeks of preparation are coming to a close and now it's more imperative than ever to focus focus FOCUS! im having trouble doing just that tho.. dno why i feel even lonelier than ever.. thinkin about X a lot nowadays.. tinkin about r/s a lot too. hmm maybe its an after-effect of getting over Gummy. haha. my mind will wander, tryin to find smth to latch on to. and i can't possibly fall for my notes..oh sigh.. i need to put my foot down and force myself to work towards my target.. haha. listening to Linger by the Cranberries now.. a song that jW sent me.. sad sad song.. makes me feel down =( lol.
i wanted to buy Goapele's albums but i dont think i can afford a trip out to HMV durin this period.. will have to wait till after 'A's.. haha.. yay gonna spend lots n lots of marnie after 'A's! =D i wonder how my bday will be like.. right smack in the middle of 'A's.. can't celebrate it.. i wonder if X will wish me happy bday. ohwell.
well.. ive been doing lots of maths recently.. built up a whole pile of qns to ask my tuition teacher but whenever i go for lessons i always feel too paiseh to ask, since there's lik a lot of other ppl ard. shall haf to be more gutsy and fight for his attention! rarrrghhh! hmm ive done 2004 p1 the other day.. and JUST finished pjc p1.. finally.. man, i super overstepped the 3 hr time limit lah wtf.. lik a few days? hello? lol. hmm shld i use the RJ n HC papers to test myself or aim towards 'A' level standard and use '03 instead? kinda scared of the rj and hc papers.. =( sigh.
alright was juz scarfing down some of my glorious dinner.. Al Funghi.. cream-based pasta with tons n tons of delicious meaty shrooms! XD yummm i love mushrooms. the best Al Funghi ive tasted so far is frm Pastamania tho.. this one was bought frm the market. decent, but the sauce is abit tasteless. still, it makes for a satisfying dinner.. extremely filling.. haha.. =)) yay! one of the greatest happiness in life has to come frm food.. hehe.. haha funny, mushrooms are so meaty that sometimes they taste lik meat.. as in the texture.. ohwell
after 'A's im gonna drag changx to pastamania to taste the fantabulous Al Funghi there.. yummyyyyy
sometimes i cant help wondering if ill ever fall for changxi.. hmm.. i dno. sometimes im like nahh its not possible. at other times im strangely attracted to her. *shrugs* i think im becoming more lesbian again. yesterday after tuition i went to 7/11. locked eyes with one girl (younger den me i think) and i think my pupils mustve dilated cuz after that i was thinking "she's hot". lol.. actually not say v hot lah. but i think i like her look.. yeah i think i go for girls who dont look that cheena. shld be. cuz whenever i think abt geddin a gf in singapore i think abt cheena girls and i cringe inwardly. so i must have an aversion to cheena girls lo. which means i still haf a chance in spore! hahaha XD
wow im nearly finishing my dinner.. which is weird becuz normally i cant finish this dish. plus this time it looked like a bigger serving than normal.. i guess im realli hungry huh.
sigh asked my mom to buy the super-ex but super-good bottle of apple chips for me when she went to the supermarket.. but she said there dont sell =((((((((((( how can?! i juz bought for changx not too long time ago. sigh. im disappointed. so sad. she bought the bag instead.. which aint as nice.. =(((( *depressed* oh well. i guess it fits into my weight-loss plan huh. what plan? lol. im eating super-creamy pasta and lusting after apple chips.. yeah headed towards weight-loss right.. haah bullshitzzz.. man im such a bullshitter..
kk after dinner i guess im gonna hafta be forced to do my chem tuition hw.. den i can mug maths e whole night without worries.. sigh gp how? =( this sucks. changx said i must start on bio no later den monday but.. sigh im not even done with math.. n chem?! gahhhhh
the weeks of preparation are coming to a close and now it's more imperative than ever to focus focus FOCUS! im having trouble doing just that tho.. dno why i feel even lonelier than ever.. thinkin about X a lot nowadays.. tinkin about r/s a lot too. hmm maybe its an after-effect of getting over Gummy. haha. my mind will wander, tryin to find smth to latch on to. and i can't possibly fall for my notes..oh sigh.. i need to put my foot down and force myself to work towards my target.. haha. listening to Linger by the Cranberries now.. a song that jW sent me.. sad sad song.. makes me feel down =( lol.
i wanted to buy Goapele's albums but i dont think i can afford a trip out to HMV durin this period.. will have to wait till after 'A's.. haha.. yay gonna spend lots n lots of marnie after 'A's! =D i wonder how my bday will be like.. right smack in the middle of 'A's.. can't celebrate it.. i wonder if X will wish me happy bday. ohwell.
well.. ive been doing lots of maths recently.. built up a whole pile of qns to ask my tuition teacher but whenever i go for lessons i always feel too paiseh to ask, since there's lik a lot of other ppl ard. shall haf to be more gutsy and fight for his attention! rarrrghhh! hmm ive done 2004 p1 the other day.. and JUST finished pjc p1.. finally.. man, i super overstepped the 3 hr time limit lah wtf.. lik a few days? hello? lol. hmm shld i use the RJ n HC papers to test myself or aim towards 'A' level standard and use '03 instead? kinda scared of the rj and hc papers.. =( sigh.
alright was juz scarfing down some of my glorious dinner.. Al Funghi.. cream-based pasta with tons n tons of delicious meaty shrooms! XD yummm i love mushrooms. the best Al Funghi ive tasted so far is frm Pastamania tho.. this one was bought frm the market. decent, but the sauce is abit tasteless. still, it makes for a satisfying dinner.. extremely filling.. haha.. =)) yay! one of the greatest happiness in life has to come frm food.. hehe.. haha funny, mushrooms are so meaty that sometimes they taste lik meat.. as in the texture.. ohwell
after 'A's im gonna drag changx to pastamania to taste the fantabulous Al Funghi there.. yummyyyyy
sometimes i cant help wondering if ill ever fall for changxi.. hmm.. i dno. sometimes im like nahh its not possible. at other times im strangely attracted to her. *shrugs* i think im becoming more lesbian again. yesterday after tuition i went to 7/11. locked eyes with one girl (younger den me i think) and i think my pupils mustve dilated cuz after that i was thinking "she's hot". lol.. actually not say v hot lah. but i think i like her look.. yeah i think i go for girls who dont look that cheena. shld be. cuz whenever i think abt geddin a gf in singapore i think abt cheena girls and i cringe inwardly. so i must have an aversion to cheena girls lo. which means i still haf a chance in spore! hahaha XD
wow im nearly finishing my dinner.. which is weird becuz normally i cant finish this dish. plus this time it looked like a bigger serving than normal.. i guess im realli hungry huh.
sigh asked my mom to buy the super-ex but super-good bottle of apple chips for me when she went to the supermarket.. but she said there dont sell =((((((((((( how can?! i juz bought for changx not too long time ago. sigh. im disappointed. so sad. she bought the bag instead.. which aint as nice.. =(((( *depressed* oh well. i guess it fits into my weight-loss plan huh. what plan? lol. im eating super-creamy pasta and lusting after apple chips.. yeah headed towards weight-loss right.. haah bullshitzzz.. man im such a bullshitter..
kk after dinner i guess im gonna hafta be forced to do my chem tuition hw.. den i can mug maths e whole night without worries.. sigh gp how? =( this sucks. changx said i must start on bio no later den monday but.. sigh im not even done with math.. n chem?! gahhhhh