Prelim results part 1
well.. today's been quite a good day! haha! =D i was very scared of getting back the prelim results.. but it turned out waaayy better than i expected :) which rocks!
it's like i was fantasizing how it wld be like to get back my chem results.. cuz well i put in most effort for chem this time yeah? as i was walking to class i was thinking how it would sound lik for Mr Ng to announce the highest in class.. and how it wld sound lik if *ahem* it were to be me! then i immediately banished the thought =/ i was lik.. nahhh can't be. like get serious girl.. haha.. i think i've had too much wishful thinkin these 2 years to believe that i can top anyth anymore.. yeah :( so imagine my glee when i saw "69" on my calculator.. haha woots. den i was still tinkin, nah someone prob got higher than me, even tho Nab was goin crazy with excitement alr lol.. and i even received an sms from grace filled with praise and congratulations. so i guess i did get highest in class huh... so surreal. it's been so long. too long.. back in sec 3 n 4 i was lik the undisputed top in both chem n bio in my class.. but ever since entering JC it's been.. merely a distant dream.. haha..
k.. so here's my grades so far..
Chem - 69 (B)
Bio - 57 (C)
Math - 56 for P2, shall tell ya P1 marks 2ml
i'm really happy about my mcqs =) for chem i got 34/40 and for bio it's 33/40.. haha yay XDDD i achieved my aim of A for p1! feels so good
was fighting with mr ng over an mcq qn in class 2day.. damn fun lah. and the thing is he cldnt realli argue back cuz he saw my point. so he'll go check it out haha. e qn is screwed -.-
well.. i guess this is really motivation for me to work harder.. and to get even better grades =) it's like.. the lyrics in Goapele - Closer "i'm getting higher and higher.. closer to my dream.." :) haf to be careful not to get complacent.. haiiix.. gotta keep that fire burning.. gonna burn the house down baby! burn it up now burn it up!
sigh. kinda worried bout ppl lik jiat sng.. it's like.. some ppl din do v well this time.. even tho they put in alot of effort.. so i'm questioning.. how come i can achieve what i have with the amt of effort i put in. sigh. sometimes life is juz unfair huh. but maybe our goal in life is to achieve that justice that each of us deserves? for me i've had it easy so far.. yeah think we'll truly find meaning when we find that "justice", when we've managed to overcome the odds and finally attain individual success.. it'll be sweet =) and i'm juz hoping that it can happen to jiat sng.. cuz my heart realli goes out to her manz..
man, can u believe it, i STILL havn't planned. 2ml is alr wednesday!!! #$*@$ oh shit.. do i have tuition 2ml =/ shitshitshit arghhh
think i'm still crazy over Gummy. sigh. i miss talkin to her.. miss the sight of her smiling at me.. it gives me a warm feelin in my tummy.. yet when i see her and my close fren start talkin i'll juz withdraw into my shell.. *shrugs* ohwell..
today was weird.. i kinda avoided J the whole day.. sigh. i guess it's juz really awkward? but can't help it la.. i mean it's hard to interact with someone lik before after knowing that that person has feelings for you.. so i guess i'll only really confess to Gummy when i've got nth to lose.. yeah.. well i guess i gotta keep the mentality tat J and i are only frens and.. there's nth goin on so i shldnt feel awkward and all =) that shld be the way. i shldnt be so hypersensitive.. haha..
Sara Bareilles - Gravity
Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.
You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.
CHORUS
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.
You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.
CHORUS
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.
I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on the ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down
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such a sad song.. haiiix.. /_\
it's like i was fantasizing how it wld be like to get back my chem results.. cuz well i put in most effort for chem this time yeah? as i was walking to class i was thinking how it would sound lik for Mr Ng to announce the highest in class.. and how it wld sound lik if *ahem* it were to be me! then i immediately banished the thought =/ i was lik.. nahhh can't be. like get serious girl.. haha.. i think i've had too much wishful thinkin these 2 years to believe that i can top anyth anymore.. yeah :( so imagine my glee when i saw "69" on my calculator.. haha woots. den i was still tinkin, nah someone prob got higher than me, even tho Nab was goin crazy with excitement alr lol.. and i even received an sms from grace filled with praise and congratulations. so i guess i did get highest in class huh... so surreal. it's been so long. too long.. back in sec 3 n 4 i was lik the undisputed top in both chem n bio in my class.. but ever since entering JC it's been.. merely a distant dream.. haha..
k.. so here's my grades so far..
Chem - 69 (B)
Bio - 57 (C)
Math - 56 for P2, shall tell ya P1 marks 2ml
i'm really happy about my mcqs =) for chem i got 34/40 and for bio it's 33/40.. haha yay XDDD i achieved my aim of A for p1! feels so good
was fighting with mr ng over an mcq qn in class 2day.. damn fun lah. and the thing is he cldnt realli argue back cuz he saw my point. so he'll go check it out haha. e qn is screwed -.-
well.. i guess this is really motivation for me to work harder.. and to get even better grades =) it's like.. the lyrics in Goapele - Closer "i'm getting higher and higher.. closer to my dream.." :) haf to be careful not to get complacent.. haiiix.. gotta keep that fire burning.. gonna burn the house down baby! burn it up now burn it up!
sigh. kinda worried bout ppl lik jiat sng.. it's like.. some ppl din do v well this time.. even tho they put in alot of effort.. so i'm questioning.. how come i can achieve what i have with the amt of effort i put in. sigh. sometimes life is juz unfair huh. but maybe our goal in life is to achieve that justice that each of us deserves? for me i've had it easy so far.. yeah think we'll truly find meaning when we find that "justice", when we've managed to overcome the odds and finally attain individual success.. it'll be sweet =) and i'm juz hoping that it can happen to jiat sng.. cuz my heart realli goes out to her manz..
man, can u believe it, i STILL havn't planned. 2ml is alr wednesday!!! #$*@$ oh shit.. do i have tuition 2ml =/ shitshitshit arghhh
think i'm still crazy over Gummy. sigh. i miss talkin to her.. miss the sight of her smiling at me.. it gives me a warm feelin in my tummy.. yet when i see her and my close fren start talkin i'll juz withdraw into my shell.. *shrugs* ohwell..
today was weird.. i kinda avoided J the whole day.. sigh. i guess it's juz really awkward? but can't help it la.. i mean it's hard to interact with someone lik before after knowing that that person has feelings for you.. so i guess i'll only really confess to Gummy when i've got nth to lose.. yeah.. well i guess i gotta keep the mentality tat J and i are only frens and.. there's nth goin on so i shldnt feel awkward and all =) that shld be the way. i shldnt be so hypersensitive.. haha..
Sara Bareilles - Gravity
Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.
You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.
CHORUS
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.
You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.
CHORUS
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.
I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on the ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down
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such a sad song.. haiiix.. /_\