yesh, Hady Mirza!!
hmm.. Singapore Idol just ended its 2nd season.. and hey, this time it's HADY MIRZA!!! woohoo. i voted for him =) but funnily, in the results show Jon was more prominent and sang slightly better.. so i was thinking hmm maybe Jon can win. actually, when i heard that Hady won i actually wished Jon had won.. it's weird la. all along i've been torn between them cuz they're both really good. and haiiix guess what, the response is expected: all the racist chinese are sayin that Spore Idol is racist. and i'm irritated. why do we have to even involve race in the picture? isn't music and song universal and equal across all races? bleh. all the racist ppl are juz making themselves look narrow-minded and havin a sour grapes attitude. even my dad lah.. he was sayin what, can easily pay ppl to vote.. and he was saying that in the end it's to make the Malays happy. hello? sigh. well ok i admit that to ppl who are more sensitive over this issue, having a non-chi (ok fine, malay) win twice in a row may raise suspicions. but let's be objective here. u shldnt compare with last season. who wldve wanted Sly to win and represent Singapore lah.. i mean, out of the 2 of them, nobody else could've won but Taufik. seriously. that one wasn't really a competition i feel. this time tho, was a real competition. and i think Hady is really more versatile and can go on to represent Singapore more effectively than Jon, even tho Jon has a unique signature style which is attention-grabbing. *shrugs* whoever wins, both will be successful. let's juz wait and see in the coming months for the albums to be released and for them to go platinum. haha. they're really that good. weelll instead of bothering myself over the apparent inner dilemma.. let's juz be happy for both Jon and Hady cuz they're rockin' singers and will definitely go far in their respective careers. i shant continue thinkin abt this. all them racist idiots will be having a ball of a time bitching (right now as i type this 2 of my teammates are alr indulging in their bias, narrow-minded griping) so.. we shall juz move on with our lives shall we? =)
hmmm i've been thinking about J all day and oh no i'm wondering if i'm really falling for her... *worried* maybe it's a sort of self-induced state of mind. you think more abt it and the possibility will naturally increase. haha smth funny was happening to me.. today as i was out with huixin, i noticed ppl more and i was especially struck by butch-lookin girls. i dont think im really into butches tho.. as in the fat, spiky types. there's juz smth weird abt em. i prefer the lean, fit androgynous types.. yeahh =)) guess it's a matter of personal preference. but there're more of the fat spiky types in S'pore.. haha too bad. i think after J confessed her feelings to me, i've gained more confidence.. and i think i radiated confidence today. felt as tho i was attracting more attention from surrounding ppl.. and i din really care. was quite happy knowing that i'm attractive (to some). yeah. =) it's nice to feel this way. i think i'm a late bloomer: i grow more attractive as i grow older. wellll there's only nicer things in store for me then! XD ok this sounds quite ego.. ooops
my complexion is sorta improving after i've religiously followed my new moisturising routine.. but the ironic thing is, i'm sleeping later. -.- slept at 5 last night lah.. so much for the eye cream manz. lol. well, gonna plan 2day so that i wont do such stupid things again.. i'm not quite in the ultra-mugger mood yet.. i'm quite reluctant to let go of the good life. ms koh did say that we're meant to suffer for the next 5 weeks.. but im having trouble feelin motivated. =( too mani distractions. think maybe i shld go read my earlier posts abt all my goals n dreams.. will remind me of why i'm here =)) yepyep. all you ppl out there work hard too! :D
it's really hard being in an environment where my "right" is everyone else's "damn damn wrong". sigh. i always disagree with their views.. but i never assert mine. why? cuz it's too controversial and i know i wont be able to sustain my argument. can only sit there trying not to get too offended.. but that's how it is with my family. everyone else's views get shouted out loud and mine are never heard. ohwell. i guess i'm juz the rebel of the family then. *shrugs* don't give a damn. juz hope against hope that my 'A's will be good. =)
P.S. was very glad to see each finalist bein given the chance to strut their stuff 2day =D actually norman sings well! and matilda is fabulous =) quite obvious isnt it, 2nite all of them were singing songs really suited to their voices, even Nurul (for the 1st time, she sounded good to my ears). hope that they will all be successful in their future endeavours too =) i really think that all of em deserve to be in top12. so.. yay!!!!
hmmm i've been thinking about J all day and oh no i'm wondering if i'm really falling for her... *worried* maybe it's a sort of self-induced state of mind. you think more abt it and the possibility will naturally increase. haha smth funny was happening to me.. today as i was out with huixin, i noticed ppl more and i was especially struck by butch-lookin girls. i dont think im really into butches tho.. as in the fat, spiky types. there's juz smth weird abt em. i prefer the lean, fit androgynous types.. yeahh =)) guess it's a matter of personal preference. but there're more of the fat spiky types in S'pore.. haha too bad. i think after J confessed her feelings to me, i've gained more confidence.. and i think i radiated confidence today. felt as tho i was attracting more attention from surrounding ppl.. and i din really care. was quite happy knowing that i'm attractive (to some). yeah. =) it's nice to feel this way. i think i'm a late bloomer: i grow more attractive as i grow older. wellll there's only nicer things in store for me then! XD ok this sounds quite ego.. ooops
my complexion is sorta improving after i've religiously followed my new moisturising routine.. but the ironic thing is, i'm sleeping later. -.- slept at 5 last night lah.. so much for the eye cream manz. lol. well, gonna plan 2day so that i wont do such stupid things again.. i'm not quite in the ultra-mugger mood yet.. i'm quite reluctant to let go of the good life. ms koh did say that we're meant to suffer for the next 5 weeks.. but im having trouble feelin motivated. =( too mani distractions. think maybe i shld go read my earlier posts abt all my goals n dreams.. will remind me of why i'm here =)) yepyep. all you ppl out there work hard too! :D
it's really hard being in an environment where my "right" is everyone else's "damn damn wrong". sigh. i always disagree with their views.. but i never assert mine. why? cuz it's too controversial and i know i wont be able to sustain my argument. can only sit there trying not to get too offended.. but that's how it is with my family. everyone else's views get shouted out loud and mine are never heard. ohwell. i guess i'm juz the rebel of the family then. *shrugs* don't give a damn. juz hope against hope that my 'A's will be good. =)
P.S. was very glad to see each finalist bein given the chance to strut their stuff 2day =D actually norman sings well! and matilda is fabulous =) quite obvious isnt it, 2nite all of them were singing songs really suited to their voices, even Nurul (for the 1st time, she sounded good to my ears). hope that they will all be successful in their future endeavours too =) i really think that all of em deserve to be in top12. so.. yay!!!!