Ok so look no one will ever read this but I got to ask anyway.I have a drug problem have had one for sometime.It's under control now meaning I don't use or drink.It's kind of simple,If I'm not at work or with my sister I'm at the house.That keeps me off the streets and out of trouble.Now I help my sister with her kids and I clean around the house ( Read more... )

That's about it I just wanted to see if this thing was still here....I don't post much in here or on my other page.Thing is I can't really think of what to say I don't have many Friends and I work almost all the time.This was supposed to be something I used to help deal with my feelings....Anyway at least I'm posting something now.Let's see a few ( Read more... )

Talking to a friend....don't know her from a hole in the wall but who knows...

As i sit here with my nephew disscusing our views on life one thing stays constant.We can talk to each other equals.He has nothing to prove to me and i have nothing to gain by making myself look better than i am

well here I am going through the web posting things and i don't know why it's not that have nothing to say just who will listen? hehe just playin I don't care if you listen or not well I care some but this is really for me a way to say hi I 'm Chris and I'm not going anywhere I have so much to offer and will stop at nothing. this laptop is going to ( Read more... )

Not much has changed since the last post.I'm getting a little more honest about who I am and how I have the power to change people.I learn to be careful with that power as not to upset the balance that life is trying to find with me in the equation.I've taken up some old habits ones my new friends have a hard time understanding but some of the ( Read more... )

I've not done this in a while and need to do more of it...post is what I speak of.I'm not sure I will be here much longer these walls are begining to close in on me.Change seem ever more present.Things are so different now I can recall 30 weeks ago like it was yesterday.However somethings that happened last week escape all recollection.I want some ( Read more... )

here I am at someones house and I'm posting complete babble nothing really interesting to say just I'm off work and those people at the bank closed to early.Please don't they know I need my money!well I'm done cause I got nothing to say well by yall

No sometimes it must be all about me.MOst of the time I try not to be so self centered and do something for someone else.Anyhow I haven't done this in a while, boy Have I needed to.I was like seeing someone but had to end that.I thought things would be different but how was I kidding and now I can't take anymore of the pain.I know breaking up hurts ( Read more... )

Nothing..........the same me the same you and life goes on. But is that really all that bad i mean get real I know most of us all want what we want when we want it.Really how much fun would life be if every thing was given to us and we didn't have to work for anything.Who am I to think that I have it all figured out.I really don't like the people ( Read more... )