It's All about me..yeah right.
No sometimes it must be all about me.MOst of the time I try not to be so self centered and do something for someone else.Anyhow I haven't done this in a while, boy Have I needed to.I was like seeing someone but had to end that.I thought things would be different but how was I kidding and now I can't take anymore of the pain.I know breaking up hurts and breaking someones heart makes me feeling like a troll.On the other side being dishonest and not telling her how I feel is killing me slowly and I have to stop that.I'm left with no way to make everyone happy someone must feel pain.I think that this way is better for the pain shouldn't be as great now as it would if I waited even longer.The point is it's going to happen,why wait?that's about all I got and I know I'm just as much to blame as the next person but I have to make a choice to grow through this.