I am heading home and reaching home soil in less than a week's time on the shortest flight time I can find. It was certainly an exorbitant ticket price (USD $1.8K) but this has the shortest flight and stopover duration (< 24 hours). WIth only two weeks break, I rather pay more to not spend time doing futile things like flying. While it is possible ( Read more... )

I was standing at the bus stop looking upon Northrop at 11 20 pm today waiting for the bus and tears started welling up in my eyes. The pressures of graduate school has finally got onto me and made me laugh and tear at the same time, nicely translated as 苦笑 ( Read more... )

Why is it that people think I am judging them? Do I have such a judgmental look imprinted on my face ( Read more... )

Too much negativity packed into the last 30 mins ( Read more... )

I am facing a roadblock now in my life. I am not sure how is one supposed to 'conduct research'? I know it sounds like a joke given that research is my career. But. I am not conducting research. I am merely just a person who is conducting scientific research because someone else has thought of trying this idea and I do not come up with my own ideas ( Read more... )

What have I signed myself up for ( Read more... )

Whenever someone pose an innocent question regarding my decision, my self-doubt arises once again ( Read more... )

I wonder ( Read more... )

Ich habe vor drei Monaten die Schule beendet. Ich habe lange überlegt, welcher Beruf zu mein passt. Am liebsten wolle ich in ICES arbeiten. Aber schon habe ich gemerkt, den Beruf kann ich nicht beschäftigen. Ich habe den Antrag einfach gedacht. Nun will ich keinen Traumberuf finden. Ich will nur einen Beruf in einem Labor finden ( Read more... )

Grow up.
Not everybody will have infinite patience to deal with your stupidity and sillyness.
It is time to wake up and be serious about what you are doing.