Negativity
Too much negativity packed into the last 30 mins.
Mum came back telling me about this awesome fortune teller that told her all these without her mentioning a word
- You have a daughter
- She is the most filial but most guai lan
- She has 2 dimples
So I was just sitting there with a black face, because I had already got told off for not facing my mum while she speaks earlier on, listening intently to the story and expecting a climax. But nope, it ended just like that. I was not expecting an ending so I had no expression. And out came all the negative words because I did not find these information funny. Honestly, WHICH PART OF IS IT FUNNY? Sure, the guy is prophetic, capable of stating facts and all but I do not find any of that funny. Clearly, all the people who heard the fortune teller burst out into laughter.
Since I did not act according to norm, I was told off.
Mum:
Always finds it difficult to talk to me because I am so guai lan
It is out of love that they are telling me all these
I am always on the extreme ends of things
Brother:
I have zero EQ and emotions.
He finds it a joke that I said I have high EQ
There are no hard and fast rules to relationship, it's all about flexibility and adaptability. Clearly I lack any of the abilities to react to situations.
My response:
I am a robot and all my friendships are just an illusion
I do not derive joy from being guai lan and this is how I face everyone.
I do not know how to improve
Now I am so desperate that I googled online "How to be less guai lan" (Nothing useful came up) and looking for courses/books on improving social skills and EQ. But first things first, I pray to expel all these negativities and let them reinforce into my life.
Mum came back telling me about this awesome fortune teller that told her all these without her mentioning a word
- You have a daughter
- She is the most filial but most guai lan
- She has 2 dimples
So I was just sitting there with a black face, because I had already got told off for not facing my mum while she speaks earlier on, listening intently to the story and expecting a climax. But nope, it ended just like that. I was not expecting an ending so I had no expression. And out came all the negative words because I did not find these information funny. Honestly, WHICH PART OF IS IT FUNNY? Sure, the guy is prophetic, capable of stating facts and all but I do not find any of that funny. Clearly, all the people who heard the fortune teller burst out into laughter.
Since I did not act according to norm, I was told off.
Mum:
Always finds it difficult to talk to me because I am so guai lan
It is out of love that they are telling me all these
I am always on the extreme ends of things
Brother:
I have zero EQ and emotions.
He finds it a joke that I said I have high EQ
There are no hard and fast rules to relationship, it's all about flexibility and adaptability. Clearly I lack any of the abilities to react to situations.
My response:
I am a robot and all my friendships are just an illusion
I do not derive joy from being guai lan and this is how I face everyone.
I do not know how to improve
Now I am so desperate that I googled online "How to be less guai lan" (Nothing useful came up) and looking for courses/books on improving social skills and EQ. But first things first, I pray to expel all these negativities and let them reinforce into my life.