Nov 09, 2004 20:25
Maaaan, I hate leaving him :'( it's like... the best time in the world when we're hanging out. Then I have to return to the real world. Where Newspaper assignments suck and there is a scary Stats test next week. Sometimes I want to just fall apart... and NO ONE WHO NEEDS TO UNDERSTAND UNDERSTANDS!! My parents and brothers bug me the second I get home and it's IMPOSSIBLE to get schoolwork done... and they ask why I stay at school so long. *snicker* it's actually not funny. School is really, really depressing me. I'm probably going to fail stats, and that seems like the end of the world to me. I just don't fail classes. It's not me!! I'm a very smart girl. But easily overwhelmed. I feel so lazy sometimes I want to kick myself! I'm stressed out :\ I need a vacation so badly.
...... I wish he was here to hold me. *cries*
PS. DAMMIT I GET SO MUCH FREAKING SPAM! Go away, Viagra/Refinancing/Free Rolexes! No one likes you!! >:O