Nov 10, 2004 20:29
Today was a heck of a day. It really, really was. I laughed, I cried, and I ate too much. Billy and I got to see each other :) so naturally, that made my day! Even though I am happy with him, our relationship is missing some important things. We barely get to talk to each other these days because we're both so busy, and it's not exactly EASY to get in contact with each other. Since we're a secret from my family, we barely go out. Don't want to be seen by anyone who would say anything to my parents. When we do go out, we have to go alll the way to Gainesville or the Mall of GA, which is on the outskirts of Atlanta. Because we're sneaking around, we're not as free as we should be. I always wonder what my parents will think of Billy, his family, and us. It's hard, being patient and waiting. I plan to wait until mid-May, when we're been together a year, and tell my parents then, if all goes well... they need to know we're very serious about having a real future with each other.
.... I still get butterflies before I'm about to see him ♥
PS. I'm thirsty! buahahaha...